Morning Stroll

The morning air is heavier than I imagined.
I have never been up and out this early
and if I am up, I’ve spent it contained within my four walls.
Summer days pass me by; this is the first time
I heard the palm trees of my street rustle and listened to it.

I pass by a neighbor’s house
a man I’ve never seen before mows the lawn carefully enough
to not hit the countless, colorful folderol on the property.
Come to think of it, I’ve never seen the faces of the people behind these doors.
I’m not from a place where people take walks.

There is no sidewalk on my street or the others surrounding it
if you want to roam you do it with four wheels not two legs.
Part of me feels there is no one in these houses
or these houses are flat slabs of wood painted like a backdrop of a play
and the silhouettes against the window at night are merely mechanical.

I laugh at the thought.
I wonder if someone looked out the window
they’d be surprised to see me walking on the road
and laugh at the realization that they don’t know me either.

I circle back and the house next to mine is boarded and abandoned
yet their lawn is greener and tamer than my dried one.
I’d like to think there’s someone in there
arising out of view, to water it each night.

Bacchus

I heard the words you never want to hear
He’s in the hospital
I pulled together my determination
He’s in the ICU
I put together the dollars
He will be there all week

They told me it was Moloch who would kill my friends
They never mentioned how deadly Bacchus would be
They told me it would be car crashes and heart attacks and unforseen accidents
They never said it would be the numbness we so easily reached for
They told me it would be war and crime and all the ugliness that comes with it
They never told me it would be the poison we so blithely swallowed

That drink doesn’t hurt anything
This bottle doesn’t make a difference
It’s just been a bad day
Lay off, it’s been a bad month
Calm down, it’s just been a bad year… bad two years… three years… life

We took it down
We took it in
We drank like drowning men
We became saturated in it
We were soaked and drenched in it
So enamored and entranced we kept drinking it
And danced around Bacchus’s throne
Neverminding the lingering sadness in his eyes
As we slipped and fell at his feet

It wasn’t until later, much later
That we started to count the cost
We stood in fear
Around beds and sidewalks
Staring at what some of us had become
We stood in black
Around graves and pews
Staring at the end results

I walked into an ICU for the second time in my life
“He is looking better today.”
Because I refuse to let another member of this family die
“If you see me with a drink in my hand punch me in the face.”
Without at least saying that I tried
“You said that in front of witnesses, don’t doubt me, I will do it.”

Hour 3 – A Walk

This morning

There is an unreasonable chill

Cut blooming fire roses

left on the ground

last night’s offering

On the longest day

 

The bar flies have flown away

to slumber off the revelry and

In a few hours

May a sigh will escape from their lips

In sweet recollection

 

For now

The sidewalks are for

Pairs of old men

Walking slowly

In neon orange and green safety vests

And a father sleepily sipping sweet caffeine

With one hand on a stroller

And me

Tracing my lover’s face

Softened by dreaming

Basil Bubbles In My Nose

Hungry
Yearning for pasta now
Tummy bellows like a cow

Pesto and Pasta will have to wait
My muse and I have a date
Wordsmith and Wisdom growing thin
Ignore that longing if I want to win

Mrs Meyer,
You are so smart!
Basil, Be still my heart!

Alas, from this sink I must depart.
Crisp and clean, it met my nose
Soon spongy bubbles from it arose
Bright, cheerful scented ones
Tickling dishes by the tons.

The East-side

Along the east-side where the fae may roam

outside my bedroom window is where the latest have grown

 

shrooms have sprouted

where faerie feet have stepped

today a four leaf clover

with a couple daisies in my midst

 

if not for the prompt,

they may have been missed

 

vast varieties of shapes and colors

they’ve always catch my glimpse

 

Amanda Potter©: 2019 Poetry Marathon

Hour 3: A Walk

A Walk

Nasturtium creeping in the hedge

Blackberry flowers promising fruit

Ivy, green and waxy tangles

I smell the water and the blue eucalyptus

I note the speed of swallows

Sap shining in the sun

Bougainvillea and wild rose falling

Hop-scotch and foxglove inviting

Great bee with glass wings, warming

If this was all there was

Would I be happy all the time?

19~3

Standing on the edge

Looking over…

 

Where whispery breezes

Caress my hair

 

And warm honeydew

~Smells Sensuous~

 

Closing my eyes…

…Being stroked and held

 

I leaned into your embrace~~~

 

Only to find myself

falllllllinnng…

 

My intuition

Couldn’t catch me this time.

 

Blood pooling

By the chilled marble slab

That is Me…

slashed

 

By the scattered

fragments

Of

My

dreams

 

Dormant

Grief is like springtime in Nebraska:

You wake up to enjoy a sunny day at the lake.

The water, sky, and crisp air

Blow kisses

Inviting you

To breathe again.

The stark gray winter has passed.

 

The next moment, you’re seeking shelter in a bathtub

While tornado sirens wail.

Ash

When I say she preferred to eat ash,
it’s not black and white.
She filled up on radish and cabbage ash.
Her body craved ash of bone and fat.
She caught cotton candy ash floating
in the air like snowflakes on her tongue.
She withered and grew. Days fluttered
and were consumed, unidentifiable
from each other— ash on the heap.
She slept like a burned log. Delicate.
Warm. When she slept.
She no longer feared the day
she would break in two— as only someone
made of ash could do.

The Covering

As I watched my children sitting underneath the umbrella

I wanted to take a picture

As thoughts of them being covered came to me

Thoughts of they are covered when I am not there

Because I have failed to cover them when I was there

Sending up blessings, smells, incense, thoughts, prayers, blood, emotions, feelings, vibrational healing, protectiveness

Cover them

Florida water, stones and crystals, my intentions, my actions, my Accountability and Responsibility

 

Cover them Ancestors, Mama Universe, Mother Earth, Mother Nature, Father God, Jesus

Cause even though I no longer believe or better yet agree, like I once did

My husband still does

And our children deserve that covering of

What we know

To be with them throughout their life

So they can live

And so they can fulfill their mission, their duty in this life

Whatever it might be

And wherever it may lead

They’ll be good, great, fantastic, excellent, wonderful fine

No matter what

In the end

Because they are covered

Because of The Covering

That is on, over, below, out, and inside of them

 

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