You

8/5/2017 8:20am
You

You told me that we were made of the same matter as stars
and wove me a blanket made of constellations that I wore
when my nights were vacant and unending.
You tilted the sky upside down so that we could gaze into ourselves;
My mirror; my supernova
Exploding into and out of this life.

Your ashes in the ink of my spine were made of the same matter as stars
but too gritty,
Abrasive and smoke scented.
A black hole of “what-if’s” and staying at your sister’s house in paradise.
Her smile is just like yours;
A gravitational pull of comfort and logic,
Except that hers is always asking,
“Why you?”

Dancing Shadow (Hour 3)

The silhouette of my soul is a dancing shadow,
A bestial revelry in the last hours of day,
I beckon the advancing throat of night.

I celebrate the freedom of my spirit
with swaying arms that could embrace the entire horizon.
I expel the filing system of tail lights retreating,
A marching pestilence receding from my being,
and shed the masked perspective of singularity.

I reject the notion of being made to feel small
And enlarge myself beyond what fixated fears will have me see.
I unleash the multitudes of my infinity
To serenade the rats with my seductive song
And welcome the hordes of the hopeless
To follow me to the end of the world.

Pill Popping Time…

Here I go, here I go, here I go again,

Making a case to normalcy

Open up the shoebox find the elixirs of life

Take them with spit to survive

Without go to pieces

After coffee, climb mountains

Takes guts to get old

Red pill, blue pill

Welcome to my world

Hour Two

My poet brain is still asleep in the bed. I listened to the song for hour two. I thought about the prompt and encouraged words to come, but no. I’m posting another haiku.

I’m now behind, and considerably stressed though trying not to be.

 

At a loss, it seems.

Open, ready. Poesy

Won’t return my calls.

 

Hour 3 – Lady with Light

The light within her shone bright,

Splitting the darkness of the night.

As she released it’s glowing spheres

So she released her darkest fears.

And all around, the people’s dreams

Were filled with golden, dancing, beams.

 

The light within her reaching far,

Met with happiness, none could mar,

tearing darkness from within,

Lightening her blackest sin.

And all around, the light did glow,

And there inside, they watched her grow.

Eternity Now

Unlike other art, the written word cannot be consumed all at once, in a glimpse or a blink.
Of course, anyone would want to stand in front of a painting for an hour or so to get all they can from it, but they do not have to.
But something written must be read, a few words at a time. And while reading speed may change, it will still require some passing of time.
Time seems to be infinite.
We will die.
Our sun will die.
Our planet will be eaten with fire.
But the universe is a grand and unfeeling thing, and it will go on without us.
Time seems to be infinite,
Except it appears to have a beginning.
Before the big bang, before the universe exploded into being,
The density of energy is incomprehensible.
It’s not that there was no time, but…
Time didn’t mean anything.
The way “north” loses meaning at the north pole.
Time may be infinite, but it is linear.
I picture a line on a coordinate plane,
Just like in a middle school geometry class.
The arrows at the end mean it goes on forever.
I close my eyes and picture the line, 1 dimensional, but physical, real.
I hold the line in place, but then my mind, in the picture,
I move
And change my perspective,
Inching closer and closer to the line, curving around until I am parallel to it, looking down it
On top of it, facing infinity with it, and from that perspective
The line disappears into a point,
Like a pencil pointed toward my eye,
And I can see the entire universe at once, all of eternity now,
And I wonder, dear reader, about you, about us,
About what would happen if we lived all our moments at once,
Like characters from Slaughter House IV,
experienced the whole story from beginning to end in one explosive jolt,
Our own big bang,
Our own impossible infinity.

The Trick

As it turns out it was all a dream

Heaven is a place that we called a ghetto

We woke up to find only the weak survived

They are the ones that learned to depend and never worry

Jokes on you! Only the peacekeepers and poor can get in

Your hell is knowing you lived too religious near the end.

jj2017


 

Trying

I’m trying not to be mad

I’m trying not to cry

I’m trying to keep my thoughts sorted out

I’m trying to think ahead

I’m trying not to let this kill me

I’m trying not to stare at your ghost in the corner of the house I’m staying in

Hour 3 – Prompt 3 – From the view above

Hey Angel, what do you see?
Is it a world filled with only pain?
How lucky you are to escape the negative vibes?

The Angel looked longingly at something
I asked her to share what she saw
And she said, “Oh I wish, I was on Earth”

The tides so tempting, as they come and go
A dash of blue-green, with the lace of white
It teaches how to unwind and enjoy life

The sand so golden and wet, near the shore
Happy to feel the cool touch of the waves
Maintaining their identity amidst each change

The people who are out, to bask in the sun
Beneath the shade, they watch the horizon
The adventurous ones surf on the tides

The Angel’s words reminded me of small joys
That get lost in routine and hurdles of life

(c) Vijaya Gowrisankar