Archeologist of Shelves

I climb the shelves

jump the study rooms

and cut my way

through piles of books

 

I plumb the depths

of Google searches

for bits of lost info

and hidden treasure

 

I face the questions

that puzzle the will

of the most knowledgeable

mystics and prophets

 

I dig through the papers

of researchers long gone

to find the answer

we’re all looking for

Hope

She waited too long

For him and his span to stay,

She couldn’t see him.

How long ago?

He always comes and goes,

Haven’t you seen that the day has a date? Wait, it’s better late than never.

Time, stranger with strange things,

The ground has dried up.

But you must come back with hope.

Stealing Lines

24

Stealing Lines

Hour 24 becomes
the kaleidoscope poem
that I couldn’t write in hour 17.
The light rays penetrating the canopy
become the spokes of the kaleidoscope
turning fractals of
green
yellow
warmth
on the forest floor.
As I write the last poem
the cat puddles on my legs.
I feel the release of the pieces
of pens as my mind starts to shut down.
In a parallel universe my poems
would all be crystal clear and understandable
not a surreal morass of inertia.
I run away into the circus of minds
that are trying to stay awake.
I can do a full marathon
because I am retired
but do they make sense?
No routine is scary but maybe one day
will make sense.
Words are a blizzard.
I gather music and images.
I disconnect logic.
I hope there will be colors.
The cat purrs me back awake.
I write about turquoise bucket lists.
In my dream poem
trees have teeth in early morning.
I fade in the 24th hour
Is my cat real or myth,
do I feel his weight?
I hope there are clouds today
I will drink iced tea.
There are two crows but are elephants real? Creativity is a canyon.
I disolve myself in the 24th hour into a mine fog.

Hour 24 prompt

HOPE

Hope emerges
Like a ray of light,
Like a guiding star,
At the end of a tunnel of despair.

Hope, whispers softly
To rise
To see beyond our tears
To see beyond our failure.

Hope gives us,
An anchor
A stability to rise
A will to fight.

Hope fuels us
With courage
To fight our demons
To rejoice and shine again.

BY
SHREYA SURAJ

Notes on Being a Dad (24)

He’s gone back to school

pursuing welding

and he’s still making his art

as unhinged as ever

when his son asks to talk to the mother

he doesn’t fight it

even though she traded him for substances

and she makes no attempts

he wants him to make whatever decision he will

to form his own opinions about his family

his kid, to him, isn’t a weapon

or a bargaining chip

but a fully formed being needing a little guidance

there are those who say I’m not ready to be a dad

because mine left before I was born

to them I point out men like this

who are better fathers

than he could have hoped to be.