Remind Me, Please

It is so narrow here.
Chairs embedded in ice.
Noise only underlines the loneliness.
Routines dull uniqueness.
Minds return to primal sameness.
No past, no future –
Only deadening now.
Remind me –
Why am I in prison?

Q&A

How many more objects, concepts, species,
histories that once had happy associations
will we have to let go of because
industrial capitalism is based on
ignorance of the natural order
of ecological interdependence?
I saw a photo of a wooden swing–
unoccupied–surrounded by a field
of sunflowers and, of course, all I could
think about was Ukraine, with its famous
fields of upturned faces and the absence of so
many of its children–emigrated, unschooled,
wounded, killed in a brutal strongman’s war.

This Magic Moment (Hour Five, A Haiku)

This Magic Moment

 

Is that a quarter

I see behind your right ear?

“SHOW ME THE MONEY!”

 

(A haiku is a three line poem with a syllabic count of 5/7/5. Traditional Japanese haiku typically has a central theme of nature.)

A Day at Sea (hour 8)

should be calming

reflective

restorative

soul enriching

body nourishing

peaceful

BUT we have cardio at 8

breakfast buffet

adobe photoshop class

team trivia

line dancing

scattergories

napkin folding

and table tennis.

All take place in bars where ever smiling crew will solicit drinks:

Then:  ballroom dance

or amber seminar

or shopping advice for Curacao

sushi demo

ice sculpting

facial & massage

bingo

art auction and

afternoon tea.

I’ll pull myself away to rest in my cabin before formal night and Captain’s party,

set my clock to have time to shower and put on gown for pictures:

Then off to:

steak and lobster

baked Alaska-flaming in the dark

a procession of waiters on parade

a few more drinks

and I am full and fat.

PLEASE ROLL ME OFF NOW!

 

 

 

Hour 8-The Grief

This island has felt many griefs

Blood flowing in generations past

The sacred valley of Iao

The battle of Olawalu

Blood red Wai

sacred bones buried deep in the hillsides

But this grief is new

Modern

Instead it is ash

Homes leveled

Businesses gone

Artwork lost

Human remains unclaimed

Human remains not found

Burned out cars

The smell of smoke and despair

The loss as big as the Pacific

Tears and chants

Songs and sorrow

Blistering memories of what is lost

Lahaina burns in our memory

Forever

It too will become sacred ground

Just like Iao and Haleakala

The West Maui Mountains

stand in reverence

The story will be told in hula

The sadness will be generational

encoded in DNA

Life goes on

As the dead are buried

mourned and celebrated

 

One step forward

Rebuilding what was lost

 

An island grieving

Within the volcanic rock

and the honeycreepers song

The ocean breaks

Hopelessness will dissipate

But the change

as palpable as when the Islands

were stolen

And land sacrificed

This grief is internal

This grief belongs to Hawaii

This grief will not go away.

This grief is Maui

 

 

 

 

 

reading dystopia in a time of dystopia

Recently I read another

book about dystopia

not in the future

but now

Trying to wrap

my brain around

book bannings

book burnings

bounty hunters

climate deniers

forced birthing

illegal ideas

illegal treatments

invented histories

slow moving putsch

versions of fugitive slave laws

voting restrictions

 

I will stop

reading dystopia novels

as our nonfiction world

is dystopian enough

 

 

Hour 8 – Solar Impact

Solar Impact

Morning light creeps between the slats of blinds
It tumbles over the window sill
It puddles on the floor

Morning light seeks the dusty corners
Illuminating unswept recesses
Pointing its shameful finger

Morning light shimmers off surfaces
Blooms like algae
Occupies all the space

Morning light pries at my eyelids
Insistently buffets my face
Screams at me – Get Up!

Morning light, go feed the plants
Go warm the earth
Let me sleep