Sleep is creeping up (hour 15)

So here I am
battling sleep
so I can finish this
in one piece
but it keep pulling at my eyes

Sleep Sleep
why don’t you leave me alone
I will see you at the end

Pushing forward until the end
my phone battery is dead
how will i keep awake
Pushing not giviving in

Technical difficulties now
setting in my key board
is trying to Fail me,
Come on Key board I need you
for the next 9hrs.
Please don’t fail me now.

Fifteenth poem

No matter the distance,
No matter how long,
I will not desert you,
I’m here till the end.

I’ll give you assistance,
I’ll right every wrong.
Above all else that’s true,
I love my best friend.

The Road Not Taken

i often think about the guy i didn’t choose-
the one who blew my mind.
the one who shattered all my fears and who really showed me how to love.
and though there was no pomp and circumstance he often comes to mind;
i can sit in quiet retrospect and think about specific moments in time.
Piled up like freeze-dried memories, they often take my psyche on a trip
and i allow myself to travel back down memory lane-
the long conversations spent acknowledging life-
learning each other’s likes and dislikes-
just being there, always in the moment-
always present.
Maybe that’s what I miss,
maybe that is what makes me wonder…
that road not taken-
sometimes i can’t help but wonder
where it may have led.

Half-Shell

I stood at the ocean, and watched as a seagull dashed a clam against the hard rock. Pecking, pecking, the tireless drone, like the words of denial we spoke, chipping and breaking away our connection, breaking and cracking sharply

Crack chip plunk crick.

We speak of impossibilities, across the seas, and yet we know, that no matter how sweet the words, the tender the reunion, we will never be what we see. The bittersweet taste in my mouth always lingers, your voice haunting some neural context in a faded dream. Words that you will never say come and rise from grey matter, your own voice trembles; it isn’t, it’s too close to the surface and threatens to split apart like an overripe fruit, and I weep for you, I weep for what we have lost, dashed across the rocks like the clam I saw in the jaws of that seagull, relentlessly torn by Nature’s distance until we remain, two halves of a shell lost at sea.

When She Cried . . .

When she cried . . .

I felt the house shake

Because she was the foundation

When she cried . . .

The sky turned gray

Because she was the sun

When she cried . . .

The day was silent

Because she was

Nature singing

 

When she cried . . .

The earth stopped

Spinning

Because she was the axis

 

When she cried . . .

She turned her face

Because she was

The stronghold breaking,

The sun fading,

Nature’s silencing,

And my world falling

SUMMER WORKERS

HOUR FIFTEEN

POEM # 15

24 HOUR

POEM

MARATHON

SUMMER WORKERS

Was it you passing through my valley?

Were you asleep on rags in an alley?

Sweat beads on your brow from the heat,

Flames from the Suns nostrils, call retreat.

Misfortune travels coast to coast,

Your ears hear frustration boast.

Shade from the giant oaks curtail the fire,

Fields of crops needing workers to hire.

Sit down in our valley by rushing stream,

Fall asleep as your mind engulfs a dream.

Snow dragons wrestle you till dawn,

Once again you are the Suns pawn.

Written by Carl Mann

The kurlman

6-13-2015

Empty

I remember saying don’t cry, as the tear ran down my face, who was I to believe I would listen to myself, after all had I listened last week, last month, last year… then surly that ridged tear, the one that is probably as sick of me as I am of it, yes that one, the one I lost count with, the one that turned salt to stained cheeks, what makes you think it will listen now……

Hour fifteen

many of us have heroes

who lead remarkable lives

but few could ever measure up

to the hero in my eyes

sacrificing and unselfish

never asking for praise

always willing to give his all

never expecting to be repaid

dependable and loyal

strong and always true

yet even with a human flaw

I model my son to be like you

faithful and devoted

always there for me

I could not be more proud

of the father God gave to me

 

gj

Love story

I could write about
How the earth
Continues to thrive
Or how
The ocean waves
Hug the shore
Right before the tides
Pull themselves back
I could write about
Love
And all its
Magical ways
But I’d rather write to say
I’ve loved you
On your good
And
Even bad days

-Angelica Villarruel