Poem #13: We, the Poets

We, the Poets

If only to sustain this one verse, with the brooding seam,
with a free mind and an open heart, we become the men wading
rivers upstream, if only to be alive,
as we had never been before—I will bleed unto thee
this verse of purest faith.
A right word, the most daring challenge, this
truly resembles impossibility, for words swim as
infinite as the silken stars in the perpetual sky.
Irony sings when we believe heaven only resumes
when the darkest nights permeate and the stars
create needle holes for the dawn to peek through.
Conversing in colours, we paint the day with renewed
hands; behind walls of pearls, we speak with
fearless breath—for if the world shatters
and cleaves wide open, were my words the persecution,
or were they forged to save?
We, the pillars, will build nations of tongues
and claim this roof of sky ours, though we
cannot divide its waters.
We, the curtains, drawn back so the solemn
artistry may converge with brilliant life,
bleeding ink unto paper which can sting sharper
than stone lest we bleed from our hearts.
Discernment, unobtrusive friendship, oblivious
love unconditional, true eloquence—a mountain
of purses could never purchase these.
We could pay attention to every single moment,
but lose ourselves, and spend our hearts, our
lives, searching for who we were today.
We, the written, request that our words do not
liken to stains upon the paper, and if we lack humility, Eternity
is erased from our hearts, the solitary, pure vernacular, gone.
Such is life when I cannot grasp it, for I never will,
my hands always amongst words to peruse.
Had we the pride, our words would dribble, slither
to the floor, merely to depart while slipping on them
out the door.
We, the poets, are but withering grass,
our homes but valleys, our pens but epistolary
flowers fading; we are wrought of dust escorted by an unknown
whirlwind, but the height of our voices
upon paper– they sing.
These words were never our property, yet
beyond the clouds, beyond the waxing garment
of the earth, they stand as choirs.
But we, the dying, we satiate the crumbling towers of our heads
against the overwhelmingly sour;
we fulfill these words, to bequeath no emptiness in them.
There remains all the difficulty of those sparse of
Imagination—for they cannot see themselves think.
We write what we write, hope it hold truth, and no more,
our light rising in obscurity; instead of the thorn and brier
grows tall the myrtle tree.
We, ourselves, do we break ourselves down into
portraits of words, and live as life allows?
Among the smooth words of the stream is our portion,
along every sentence a railway to new stories to be told,
amongst every beast a dove laden with peace.
Death sounds like a desk, hoping we write away our years
upon one. Meanwhile, this is my stride,
walking away from thee, the worldly, from thee—tradition.
That this mirth might bloom the pigments of yielding amends,
that a kiss to Your folded hand, of which no other words have
been created, may speak for every time, every season.
But we, the afflicted, we are the embodiment of modesty,
of revelations of poetry stitched into our arms,
our tongues severed: we write what we cannot further say,
for we are the madmen convicted by the words writing our
world into motion.

Move

We move around
Without knowing
Where to go
We move because

We know
We MUST GROW!

 

-Angelica Villarruel

Hunger/Poem 12

She was always hungry
Many would consider her greedy
Would see her appetite as insatiable
She tried desperately not to act on its needs
But her hunger always won out
Gnawing persistently at her mental
Forcing her to act
She could not resist her cravings
So she suffered
ashamed of her wanton hunger
jailed by its immense need

9/12/12

When you said, Michigan
It was all I could do, not to change my mind.

About us

I mean, Michigan?
Really?
With him?

Much as I wanted to say, “No, don’t go. I’ve changed my mind.”
I knew it was too late for that
Much too late

I watched you pack your mom’s pickup with what was yours.
Some things that weren’t.
I didn’t care
What I really wanted, was moving to Michigan

I knew, though, as much as I hate to admit it
Moving away was the best thing you could have done

Some months later, your mom came by to pick up the rest of your belongings
I helped with the heavier things
Made small talk in earnest, albeit sparingly

As the pickup rattled away an hour or so later
It was then that it hit me

You were gone.
I missed you.
And even though I hated the things you did
I loved you all the same

 

Hunting

It was early morning

Before the pink touched the sky

I quietly climbed the tree

 

It took a few minutes

With my gear strapped on

To settle and get my bearings

 

Perched high above the smaller trees

The brush and fallen branches

The forest floor

 

I wanted to drink some coffee

But I was scent free now

And making every attempt to stay that way

 

The deer would be moving soon

And I knew chances were slim

Of spotting one

 

But I had done my homework

Hiking and scouting

And watching for tracks

 

I sat there drinking hot water

Pretending that it contained caffeine

And waiting, watching, wishing

 

I heard a rustle nearby and froze

Willing myself not to breathe

The animal stopped, hesitated

 

After a moment he moved

Stepping into a clearing

Not far from my where I sat

 

I slowly raised my arms

Looking closely through the lens of my scope

He was perfect

 

It was then that I moved my finger

The action was in motion

And I couldn’t believe my luck

 

First time out

A trophy buck first thing in the morning

Best photo I ever took

 

Hour 12! (Last poem)

He glides through the room
with a smug smirk
Looking dapper in his
Black tuxedo and just polished shoes

He so eloquently holds his Manhattan in one hand
While puffing on his Cuban with his other hand

He exudes confidence and everyone
Can feel it, men & women alike
He is aware of his power
And gracefully closes business deals

And gathers a pocketful of potential romances
All the while staying in motion,
Never stopping long enough for

Anyone to get too personal
What a disaster it would be
If anyone discovered the lies,
The truth behind his disguise

Torn on Moving Forward

We’ve been together so long now, you’n I.
You hardly waivered through my college years,
and you have always held me when I’ve cried;
especially through all the burdened tears.
Now I’ve graduated, and you’re ready
for us to move on and out with our life.
You’ve grown tired of just “going steady”,
and all you want is to make me your wife.
I must be honest, I am terrified.
I am scared to be so tied down by you,
that I just want to run away and hide;
but I fear I would not know what to do.
You have always been the one I talk to,
and know I don’t want a life without you.

Dance Instructor To Her New Class

Let’s get one thing out of the way:
the dance is eternal.

Now that that’s cleared up,
I would like to advise you
on the particulars of your participation.

We cover certain moves in this class.
We do things considered acceptable
within the boundaries of a dance studio,

because that is how you begin,
even if your inner fire or whatever
wants to fling itself about with abandon.

This class is not on abandon.
Today, we learn how to step.
You groan. I assure you, it’s essential.

Where would we be if we could not
step? From the step grows the hop,
from the hop the jump, the leap,

and all have their place in the great
universal cycle of dance. I only teach
because I have touched the gears

that keep this contraption running,
and I have seen that our feet,
properly applied, keep it going.

Like I said, the dance is eternal.
If you don’t know the basics,
you fail to oil the machine.

With that, let us begin.

#12

Whether you have
too little or too much
stuff depends on
the amount of boxes
packed and the time
spent packing, sometimes even
on the time you have to pack.

Theory of relativity
is rarely as obvious
as when you need to move
your possessions from one
location to another.

When almost nothing
is more than you can
fit, or carry, or relocate.