See

You are tossed into it like a piece of meat to a swarm of carrion flies or a murder of crows

The human condition, I mean

Whatever is left, once the swarm has eaten it’s fill; that is who you will be for the rest of your life.
You must learn to be happy with that portion.
You must learn to accept that that is what makes you who you are.
And surpass the limitations you create

Happiness is not created, or demanded.
Happiness is something that is borne of the unhappiness of being alive in a world that is determined to kill you.
It is something to be discovered

Let go of what is not; embrace what is

Happiness will be right where you left it
Smiling, mirthfully.
It had been there all along.
If you’d only taken the time to see

There are no conditions, save for the ones you set yourself

Be happy not for what you have or who you are
Be happy for the sake of being happy, despite all the reasons
That demands of you to not be happy
As if it were to be something deserved

It is part of the human condition
You need only take the time to see

You Walk

In the cold soft blue winter light, morning,
You Walk.
No arm no more to hold you back in bed,
You walk.
No longer fighting days awake with “five more minute” sleep,
You walk.
The empty house you own, empty bed and empty thoughts,
You Walk.

You walk to be seen, to know you didn’t fade in night.
You walk to see and hear the voices full of life.
You walk to fix a point of motion, always moving forward or fall behind.
You walk to run from age, from dark night grave, from helpless plague.

In morning, so open, quick, the door, and to the street, to left or right maters not, only forward, away for all the still,
You Walk.

Scabbard Moon

Tis the sword of the good Lord
That which he hung of his own accord
Just something to do because he was bored
Radiant glory is his divine reward
But then, the sun!
Now moon ignored.

From the scabbard twas pulled
Placed against darkness bejeweled
Left to make sure that Earth doesn’t cool
Held opposite the sun, in darkness she rules
Mover of tides
Iron core refueled

Hour 9: The Other Woman (a sonnet)

What if they see us holding hands?

What would they think? I’m scared to guess.

Right now I’m grateful for this darkness.

Though I’d prefer a visa to some foreign land.

Because who but us would understand?

Words of defence are meaningless

And God knows I know it’s a mess.

I’m the Other and I am banned.

But this will work out because love always wins;

That is what the literature states.

I fell for the wrong man, for my sins

And now we hide, something he hates.

In the dimly lit cafe, more people pour in

And see two people in love, their merged fates.

Poem#10 Random Words: Negativity

Spooky scary creepy,

Sleekly crafty wily,

Slimy prickly shitty,

Clumsy grumpy whiny,

Creaky squeaky noisy,

Spiky prickly grossly,

Nasty naughty vainly,

Devilishly messy folly,

Life’s negativity!

Summer Haiku (complete with kigo)

June evenings

I mourn your death

with warm tears

 

 

daisies and grass

on your back as you leave

your rendezvous

 

 

summer wine

last year tasted

so much better

 

 

beach sand

no dog worries about

his sandals

 

 

summer solstice

waiting for the sunset

yawn after yawn

 

 

(c) Ella Wagemakers, 23.48 Dutch time (= 17.48 EST in the US)