Hour 9: The Other Woman (a sonnet)

What if they see us holding hands?

What would they think? I’m scared to guess.

Right now I’m grateful for this darkness.

Though I’d prefer a visa to some foreign land.

Because who but us would understand?

Words of defence are meaningless

And God knows I know it’s a mess.

I’m the Other and I am banned.

But this will work out because love always wins;

That is what the literature states.

I fell for the wrong man, for my sins

And now we hide, something he hates.

In the dimly lit cafe, more people pour in

And see two people in love, their merged fates.

Poem#10 Random Words: Negativity

Spooky scary creepy,

Sleekly crafty wily,

Slimy prickly shitty,

Clumsy grumpy whiny,

Creaky squeaky noisy,

Spiky prickly grossly,

Nasty naughty vainly,

Devilishly messy folly,

Life’s negativity!

Summer Haiku (complete with kigo)

June evenings

I mourn your death

with warm tears

 

 

daisies and grass

on your back as you leave

your rendezvous

 

 

summer wine

last year tasted

so much better

 

 

beach sand

no dog worries about

his sandals

 

 

summer solstice

waiting for the sunset

yawn after yawn

 

 

(c) Ella Wagemakers, 23.48 Dutch time (= 17.48 EST in the US)

Who is in need?

Those who want, say, “we need”

Those who have, say, “we bleed”

Some who are desperate plead “we need”

Yet those in power confess their greed.

 

“We need food!”

They hear the chorus cry.

“We need medicine”

They watch them die.

 

“We need help”

They turn away.

“We need workers!”

No one’s left to be a slave.

 

Be careful at the top.

Scar 2 (9)

Silvery ripples across my hips
flowing thickly towards my thighs
unnoticed until the sun bronzes my skin
but leaves these symbols untouched.

I cup my bare breasts, lifting
turning this way and that to catch
a twinkle. Faintly, twins of the
lower branches wink in the light.

My belly escaped these cicatrix
internalizing its own failures
by heads tucked into rib cages
pressing lungs for months on end.

When the life has drained
all that’s left are the scars
like grooves on the bottom of
an ancient, dried creek bed.

Hour 9: Dear William Stafford

Kind sir: I feel as if I know you, having
met your boy Kim, and your daughters
Kit and Barbara. I missed Bret, sad to say.
I know you missed him, too, with that feeling
of grief, as you put it, like snow in Wyoming.

Your Dorothy cheered me more than I could ever
tell you, but I know you could close your eyes
and see her smile. Helen, too, gave Kim such
encouragement to go on, without you and Bret.

Ah, what a group, what a tribe. And your poems,
so familiar to me now, but always fresh. I lean forward,
straining to hear what the river says, no matter how
often I read, “Sometime when the river is ice, ask me.”

Your elephants holding tails, your purification of the
language, the call you made to Kansas, years after
your folks were dead. Kim gives me your jacket
to wear, to cut the chill of Colorado Springs at 3 am.

We walk and talk about you, so recently dead, the
glass of milk you were drinking when the heart attack
hit. It might still be sitting on the counter, except there
was no time for that. You let it go. You let it all go