The Stripper

Hour Three 1:23

Layers droop precariously
from form
like draperies obscuring
the world
from the frame I had held
like photograph-
with peeling laminate
ironed over
like wax paper leaves
and never comes back.
The covers fall
from mattresses
skirting the hardwood floors
methylene chloride truth
an offense to the ego.
The blind eyes from which
we saw
as more layers are stripped
bare-boned-
each self overlaid and smothered
with thick blankets of paint
from what we believed would
compliment our wardrobe of existence-
our history of self-
a living work conserved with coverings
ornamented with dust like a sequined gown
ladden by years of dust.
Authenticity-a sloughing of water rings
as we find the glass half-full
to what was once half-empty.
Saw dust particles of the past
reveal the now beneath –
the soft swollen skin
of new growth
paled by sandpaper insights and wisdom.
A polishing of soul
with word and feathered wood
embossed and carved
constructed with experienced hands.
Oil-ladden brushes stain the heartwood
a translucent cherry red-
the brush strokes caressing each corner
in a lustrous gleam of
what once was overlooked,
covered, and smothered by dust devils
and set back into a corner of thought.
The tapestry falls
in a pile at my feet
as microfiber cloths had wiped
the ocean from my cheeks-
stripped from what I once was
into who I became.

Memories Prompt #5 (image)

Looking around the empty house that belonged to my mom.  Memories scream in my mind.

I see the bedroom she died in.  The bed was 40 years old, it was what she and my father slept in all these years.  She looked frail and alone, on her side of the bed still.

Now I’m in charge of selling her house.  It’s empty except for an office rolly chair that I am taking with me, the rest is gone, just like my mom.

All I’m left with is memories.  Isn’t that with everything till we become a memory?

five: The Hit

The Hit

The next occurrence
Of several mowed down,
by poems, biographies
self-help tomes, and novels
By a perp lit by lit
With an entire trunk of books
Will be the first
Now stand aside
I am a pioneer, an influencer, a marksman of a trendsetter
With a drive-by to plot

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I have such a
hard time when people
tell me that I’m a great person
that some guy will be lucky
to have me
They don’t see What I see

People can be so cruel
sometimes-
like if you don’t like someone
don’t make fun of them-

I feel like I am
Fat
ugly and worthless
Like seriously- Girl
lay off the sweets

Maybe you should consider a
bag over your head?
Have you thought about that?

I don’t understand how
other people can look at me
and see that i am
Loved
Wonderfully and fearfully made
Beautiful

You are worthy and beautiful
I love that shirt on you
your hair looks like fire
or a radiant sunset

And when people tell me that they
love me?!
No, NO! You can’t love me!
i am unloveable. How can you-?

How can you love me
when i don’t even love myself
sometimes?
Why do you love me?

Sometimes I wonder what
I should say to my younger self
Should I be tough like my parents were
or should I simply say that I understand
things suck sometimes
but you’re still here regardless.

What Happened to Shane

He dangled her small frame

Over the window pane

One false move and that’s it

Honey bear is dead

In a split second his mind vexed

His heart perplexed

But nevertheless

His mind was made up

Even if he ended up in chains

Vengeance was his

For all the scars

She placed upon his heart

She lay in the arms of lust

Enthralled in momentary pleasures

Freely giving in to passion

Ignoring the reality of her last day

She was going to pay

She never saw him standing there

The door cracked open just a sliver

His ego immediately cried a river

And begged for him to hurt her

Not to forgive her

In a split second her life changed

She saw in his eyes the disdain

She saw tears of pain

Her eyes apologetic

But it was too late

Too late to beg for a pardon

Too late to escape her fate

Before she knew what happened

It took place

She freefell onto the pavement

Immediately surrounded

The forming crown astounded

Perspective quickly formed

Around the possible reasons

For this gruesome act of jealousy

When all this could have been avoided

With a simple separation

And the desire to be free

~Rebeli

Hour 5 – A Mystery at the Cottage in the Wood

A Mystery at the Cottage in the Wood

Who’s been eating our porridge?
Who has broken this chair?
The victims gathered evidence
Meticulous with care

From the spoon they lifted fingerprints
Took splinters from the chair
Could they obtain DNA
From that strand of yellow hair?

But wait! Are those footprints
Leading up the stair?
Look! A lump on Baby’s bed!
What’s hiding under there?

It will not end so happily
For the girl with golden hair
This evidence collected says
She hasn’t got a prayer.

hour 5 – how to stop time

Well for heavens’ sake don’t check the mail
Or eat a square meal.
Avoid bone broth, beat cops,
Refinancing, renovations —
Small dogs.

Most of all ignore
The incessant push pull
Of a liver too stupid to swallow this pill.

Prompt five

Thief

 

There is a reason they seem heartless

At one time or another a thief came
They stole love, they stole hope
They stole the very breath of life
Leaving nothing in return
There was no insurance
There was no illusion of safety
Just an empty cavern where love used to beat
There is a reason they seem heartless
And a reason they steal hearts
Trying to replace what once felt like hope
Trying to mimic a beat
Trying to remember what it is like to be free
There is a reason they seem heartless
They just want to believe
That there is something left for them
Somewhere else to breathe

Prompt 5: Captain Obvious

Even though she knew it was coming,
The blow still stung.
No matter how much she tried to brace for it
The impact still caused her to reel.

Sometimes having defenses up just isn’t enough.