Isolation

A joy on a busy New York
Pulling over
Put of the crowd
Unnoticed
To dine alone
Book on hand
While thousands flow by
Ignoring me.

Heaven.

Having a baby is rough.
Everyone sees the baby.

Twins is worse.

Triplets impossible.

Everywhere with a giant yellow wagon.
All eyes on it.
All mouths gaping.

There is no more
Disappearing act.
There is no more New York magic.

HOUR 18 A Morbid Misdirection

A Morbid Misdirection

 

The Naïve Valkyrie, to confidant in your haste,

Those who would be devoured by you, issued swift invite,

For you saw what I allowed you to perceive,

A repour in civility concealing a desire to deceive,

Pride’s punishment,

Watch closely.

 

The Naïve Valkyrie, driven on by blood fueled salacity,

Preoccupation and control of those you ensnared,

For you saw what I allowed you to perceive,

Absorbed in your own hellish and brazen cravings,

Lust’s lament

Watch tentatively.

 

The Naïve Valkyrie, murderous movements filled by outrage,

An aspirant in righteousness and spirited vengeance,

For you saw what I allowed you to perceive,

Provoked on course for retributive and unrelented justice,

Wrath’s worthlessness,

Watch over here.

 

The Naïve Valkyrie, resentment of your possession’s past life

Indignant and malice compelled you to seek the self-tormented demise,

For you saw what I allowed you to perceive,

Compulsive in single minded direction, ever causing a painful decision,

Envious enmity,

Watch carefully.

 

The Naïve Valkyrie, a glad reprieve I shall grant you solace and reprieve,

Your far travelled palate accustomed only to the finest,

See what you wish to see, as I want perceived,

Enjoy my succulent offerings, prepared only from the finest fare,

Gluttonous gourmand.

Are you ready?

 

The Naïve Valkyrie, if you chose what you should perceive,

You would no doubt be accustomed to that taste,

For within the trappings of your own larder and kitchen,

I processed the meal you consume, not wanting your brother Jon…

to go to waste.

 

 

Hour 8 Prompt 8 The Older Sibling

Hour 8 Prompt 8

 

The Older Sibling

 

As the older sibling I felt responsible for my younger brother.

My mother didn’t tell me I was responsible, but as we walked 

to school every day, just the two of us, I was responsible. Then

my brother got hurt and I was responsible and we didn’t get to

go on our regular family vacation because my mother had to work

extra because my brother needed care. We went to meet my 

grandparents who I hadn’t met before. My mother left us with 

them and I felt more responsible for my brother. If you have a

choice, don’t be the older sibling. Be the younger one. Even if

you have to listen to the older one boss you around. It’s just easier.

 

21~14

My children

Go missing

When it’s time to do chores

I thought they were here

Just the moment before

So my children get grounded

Sent to bed without supper

Never seeming to bother them

Especially the brother

It’s twins, you see

Runs in my family

First Adam

Then Emily

And they both look like me

They are usually so good

Why, they’re hardly around

More quiet than whispers

Clean rooms always found

They do keep me company

Without making a sound

I’m so glad they are there

Me only I can see

They live in my mind

And we love us

We three 

 

 

 

 

17. Thank You, Neil Gaiman

“Books were safer than other people anyway”
-Neil Gaiman

I’ll take the hard corners
of a good book in my back
under my covers
over the fleshy resentments
of a worn out love affair
gnawing silently through my ribcage
any night … every night.

He drunktink tinked his sloshy glass against
liquor bottles on the front hall sideboard.
He called them “decanters in the fourier”

It was the entryway to his tract home
his rented tract home
his rented tract home… in Texas.

Pretentious Fuck.

Pretentious Fleshy Fuck.

He wrote a few selfie novels
many years ago…
thought they were open ended
festival seating all access passes.

Nothing like getting cock blocked
by Don Miguel Ruiz, William Hudson, James Frey… Oprah…

How was it for you?

Did you feel it
way down in your fourier?

Alone fields

No one in the fields,

Tiny rest in shield.

Technology change,

Every people are strange.

Seeds get the destroyed by pesticides,

No one to see when they have sight.

Alone house and hungry mouse,

Alone trees and pleasant breeze.

No one to enjoy except the keen,

They are nature’s queen.

I request not to destroy the nature,

and i our  future.

I advise you too keep clean,

And to keep green.

hour 18 invisible

if you knew what i know about loneliness

you would understand invisibility in the spaces between

privilege and righteousness

lives fully before disappearing into untethered expectations

of how we know how to live

in the pockets of longing to be recognized

for anything other than anything connected to

the toes of the boots of all those who came to take

what never belonged to them in the first place.

 

r.l.elke

Hour 7 Prompt 7 Normal

Hour 7 Prompt 7

 

 

Normal

 

 

 

 

No one wants to be normal as it relates to others.

Normal is boring, predictable, average or typical.

No one wants to be typical. 

Everyone, or most everyone, wants to believe 

that they live in an unusual or special kind of family. 

I don’t want to explain my family or the routines 

that we go through. I want to believe that having 

peanut butter on popcorn on Tuesdays while we watch 

Animal Banaminals makes us special, 

but I don’t want to explain it to you.  

“Puddles”

“Puddles”

A little bit of rain could never stop us.

Ready or not, here we come!

Grabbing knee-high socks and rain boots as we run outside.

Jumping and splashing,

In any puddle we could find.

Don’t ever lose the child inside.