Garland of clouds
woven with a thread and a needle

Periwinkles showered from the sky
spread all over the earth

A scene nothing else can beat
for it is only God’s treat!

No. 11 – My Friend Janey

No. 11 – My Friend Janey

By Nandhini G. Natarajan

 

Of fourteen children,

my friend Janey is the twelfth.

Seven older brothers tell her

where to go, what to do.

Janey says yes,

and does what she wants.

 

She tells me that in college,

I have to party.

Inexperienced,

I completely agree.

I live in a strict dorm.

She tells me to lie

so I can be late.

Her brother Jerry,

the oldest and strictest says,

Do not stay long.

Returning, do not use the deserted fields

as a shortcut.

Janey does both.

I plead and beg,

I have a healthy fear of Jerry.

He is elsewhere, she assures me,

At another party.

 

We cross the field,

I am sure we will be murdered.

if not by someone in the fields,

definitely by her brother.

Suddenly Janey notices Jerry’s car

On the road, around the fields.

Run, she urges.

We hike our sarees

and run.

Jerry stops where he can

intercept us,

and turns on the high beams.

We can be clearly seen,

but panic-stricken

we continue running

and laughing

hysterically.

 

The next day, Jerry shows

their family

the pictures he took.

Fortunately, all that is visible

are the four legs

and two sets of teeth

in the dark.

Hour 9: Perspective

My mind is full
I hear whispers
Negative ones

I want to give up
The path is hard
I can’t sleep

I only have to switch my perspective
I need to love myself more
I have been through a lot
I have been through worse

The world has prepared me for this
I have to raise up again
I have to see the world better

But, I want to feel this feeling
I need to validate the anger
The sadness, the aches, the hurt,
Burning inside my heart

I feel it, I’ll get better
This too shall pass.

Hour 11/ Gumboots

Gumboots

She stands in borrowed gumboots,

Sunk deep in mud

rushing river swelling to her knees

Shaking her head

wishing to be somewhere, anywhere else

Fly fishing, not her choice but she’d lost the toss

Next time she’d win

and choose, something, anything else 

But for now 

mind drifting, under periwinkle sky

she peers up at the skyscraper shaped cloud,

craves the sourdough bread from the city bakery

wonders if she will beat traffic to get to there

before the storefront sign is turned.

Rise like a Phoenix from the Ashes Hour 9

They call me ash.

Actually, I gave myself that name.

Who knew the significance?

I gave up more than I knew.

In the name of “love”.

I…wish.

It was in the name of “change”.

I choose not to blame.

What was taken from me?

I took back for myself.

My freedom.

My mind,

My heart.

My body.

All mine.

I am not ash, I am anew.

A better version of myself.

I’m getting through.

Giving & trusting so.

Wiser, I would say.

A little bit more each day.

Easy

If they told you it would be easy, they never walked that road,
never sang in that octave you’ve been practicing.
If they said you need to try harder, note that sheen of fear
on the forehead that says you’re better than they imagined.
No one knows your diligence, your dedication, your feverish
quest better than you do. Don’t say a word, don’t tell
what you already know about the path from here to there.

No. 11

between the introduction and the epilogue
there’s a story that catches me up in its grasp
taken in by the cleverly crafted characters
the twisting plot and subplots
i am transported into the scenes
i shudder, shiver, and scream in my head as if i were in a theater
i can pause the action by placing a book mark between the pages
most often i read well into the beginning hour if the next, eager to reach the climax
finished, i give the tome a fond pat, place it in the empty slot on the shelf
we will meet again, old friend

11. God’s canvas

On the canvas of the sky

is splashed with different shades of darkness,

giving way to hues of pink, red and burnt orange as the sun begins to peep from behind the backdrop of the majestic mountains.

 

The rays of the sun steal from  the darkness, the canvas of the earth is tinged with subtle shades of browns and greens,

the living painting of the trees and plants become apparent and focused.

 

The paint brush of the sun, traverses with gentle but deliberate strokes upon the sky, the deep dangerous sea begins to shimmer and sparkle invitingly.

 

No doubt, nature’s crescendo of colors and subtle shades have been painted by The Master Painter, God Almighty!