Prompt 10, Hour 10: Peace

New year’s eve doesn’t hold the magic it used to.

It’s just another year gone, then another year born.

I write down New Year’s resolutions in my journal and I look forward to that.

But nothing more.

And it’s okay.

 

Every holiday doesn’t need a party or spending lots of money.

You just need peace to go on.

I yearn for peace.

________

there is comfort in safety in ______

coming home to find things exactly as you left them

falling into patterns, habits that

guide routines and

make you feel at home

________ is home

________ is peace, contentment

________ is looking at myself in the mirror as I walk by and not realizing this is what I look like

________ is baking a cake to share it with my flatmates

________is coming home to a made bed and an empty house

falling onto clean sheets and waiting for sleep to come

but the danger of ________ is stagnancy

the danger of ________ is slowly beginning to boil alive withput realising

there is a difference between ________ and good,

between comfort and beneficiality

between safety and suffering for the sake of stability

________ can be sleeping only three hours between work shifts and

drinking an entire thermos of coffee at work to stay awake

________ can be doing overtime every day but hiding it from your boss to make sure you don’t get in trouble

________ can be taking over your colleagues work because how else

are you ever gonna finish

________ can be slowly losing joy and not even realizing.

________ can suck without you realizing, but because it is ________,

you never deign to question it.

you keep asking for things to go back to ________ without realizing you’re actually asking for things to get better.

if you keep asking for ________, you’ll never realize you’re already there,

walking in circles,

waiting for a standard of the past

to become reality again.

there is a new measuring stick

use it, and stop waiting for things to go back to ________.

“Dear Friend”

“Dear Friend”

Dear friend,

You’ve always been here for me.

Through the little, big, and “earth shattering” changes.

And while I’m eternally grateful,

A simple thank you just won’t do.

So instead, I’ll share with the world

That you’re my best friend

And I’m so happy you’re in my life!

Thank you SOOOOOOOO much for all you do.

Rain

Is the cup half empty or half full?

They cancelled the outdoor party. The reservoir is less than hearty.

We have a game to play. My lawn’s burned out and looks like hay.

It’s an outdoor concert. The fires are raging. You’re now on the spot. Do you want the rain or not?

 

p.s. Please turn the faucet off while brushing your teeth. ( The preceding has been a public service poem)

white noise and stomach bugs

Ah now, that same old song and dance

wrapping yourself up in the mess of choices and emotions

You can feel them struggling can’t you

Blurring together until nothing is left

until your heart is empty

and your stomach is tied up in so many knots you can’t tell if it’s from the food

or the hitch in your voice during last week’s phone call

A few deep breaths may help

detangle

sort them into neat boxes

that can be pulled from at a moment’s notice

until next time

Finals Week

While it may not be official
it’s the sweetest holiday to me
the final week of classes
before winter break

The clackity-clack of the keys
as students pound out
their final thoughts
documenting sources MLA

One by one
they shuffle to the printer
as it moans under the workload
hundreds of mediocre pages

The celebratory mini-stapler
my name and office number
inked on its side
clip-pips another masterpiece

Nicely done, I say
with a handshake, hug, high-five
Have a wonderful break
You deserve it!

What surprises me most
is how some hang back
unable to end it all
by walking out the door

They linger, chat about what’s next
simply want to hold timeless
the comfort of the familiar
the known

Get on with your life, I say
Shooing them out the door

The greatest celebration
isn’t that they’re gone
but knowing they have
moved on

[Prompt 10: Write poem about any holiday in December/early January.]

Moody

Storm clouds fill my mind,

anger smolders, barely checked,

thoughts reigned, nothing’s right.

 

2021: Hour Ten, image prompt.

— Using the image —
{TRIGGER WARNING: Resources below}

 

The Angel’s blue glow,
surrounds everything I know

And instills a feeling in my chest —
Sweet promises of safety
and rest.

And within the blue glow,
There’s a fire that I know;

Your soul is at its best.

The glow of Acceptance
brings peace to this empty Nest.

Resources for Grief
Global Crisis Lines

Hour 10: Out

Out is the world
With sun and plants and strays and rain

Out is alive
With little bugs and weeds and flowers

Out is new everyday
With the same scenery different somehow

Out is colorful
With splashes of rainbow here and there

Out is fun
With new people and their old lives

Out is a dream
With me here in this small space

Out is where I wish to be
Breathing fresh air is such a fantasy!