hour 9 poem 9 dear sarah you’ll make it so long you don’t think long about making it so long you live In the present moment start there start anyplace you got your feet

my hips can’t be heard crying out
from lack of hinged
use    no they can’t
be heard    nor can tibia   nor fibula
—those bones that sparked
im not just listing
body parts here
whose to know
why things break why they grow
together again— cuff
of new bone formed around
the break when it happened
god let you live again i’m talking
about god and where is god
in trauma the body remembers

i remember there being no god at that time

Release

RELEASE

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Once the ribbon of breath

Wound through the lung’s branches

Trailed along throat’s passages

Found its way

From the mouth’s arching cathedral

Into the world

As little girl’s

Homespun melody

—

Then the ribbon tangled

On other’s criticism

Snarled in shame

Faded in a heap

At the bottom

Of the chest’s deep

—

Until thread by thread

It reweaves

Gather’s in wind’s pipes

Breeches the mouths’ dam

Pouring forth once more

A song released

Solitude…

In this busy world,
Where everyone is rushing to meet deadlines,
To make both the ends meet all the times,
I wonder if anyone yearns for some solitude?

I wonder,
If just for a minute people stop,
They don’t worry about the road jamming traffic,
About missing the train,
About the promotion they didn’t get,
About not being able to go back home during the weekend.

I wonder,
If just for a minute,
Do they yearn for solitude?
For freedom from all these anxious thoughts?
For a time out?
For a few seconds to catch their breaths?

Solitude for everyone holds different meanings,
For a hermit solitude would be a forest or a cave,
Away from human civilization.

For a reader,
Solitude would be a library,
Where she could get lost in the world of literary.

For a chef,
Solitude would be a kitchen,
Cooking dishes seems to calm her faster than any medicine.

For me,
Solitude is a cup of coffee.
As the bittersweet flavor of coffee would wake my sleeping senses,
I would pick up a book,
Revel in the fantasy world,
Live the lives of different people,
Travel far and wide,
Without even leaving my home.

Solitude,
Holds different meanings for everyone.
The question is where is your solitude?
Did you even try to stop and look for it?

– Addy

Release

Peering in the dancing shadows with delight

I saw how you played with light

 

Casting false truths upon the wall

Traveling far and promising that you would call

 

Having peered behind the curtain

Knowing the mechanics of the trick

I thought I could not be fooled

I was certain

 

Yet, I too became enraptured by the narrative

Believed myself imperative

 

When the fourth wall broke

I assumed I was simply in on the joke

 

So I picked your shadows from the stage

Wove them into a cloak to smother my rage

 

Stitching layers of shadow for invisibility

That I might not harm your fragility

 

When asked about the deceptive weave

Id respond

A magician never reveals what’s up their sleeve

 

Now I must undo the tightened fist

That clutches the cloak to my throat

Hand over wrist

 

Let my body unfurl

Relax the protective curl

 

Give myself permission to grieve

That which I so wanted to believe

And allow myself room to gently leave

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Prompt Ten

dancing under the moon’s shadow
chases the dark away

serenity bounces off the stars rendering
the canvas in light of day

slide the beams of moonlight as you
wander the night sky

dream your way to morning and a
future held up high

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Influencer

 

Instagram queen,

six-figure income.

Paid for

great authentic smile,

pretty teeth,

shiny hair.

Unique style,

easily relatable.

You set cultural direction.

Important opinions about

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Void of particular talent or

special ability.

You’re wonderful simply

because you are.

 

Cover your smile with

a colorful, branded mask.

Fight influenza,

Influencer.

 

Just be you.

You’re like me.

 

LOST DOGS

There won’t be any stray dogs for a while.
No beaches, no coconut trees, no towels,
but it’s the lost dogs I’ll miss the most,
all of them Romeos looking for Juliets,
Annabelles, Chloës, and Scheherazades.
They’re comfortable, candid and unashamed,
they’ll show you everything and nothing,
you’ll never know what they’re up to,
and you’re never invited to stag events.

Sometimes, though, as there’s an afterlife,
they return as peacocks – tails with eyes,
screeching sounds, and small crowns.
It’s only when they think they’re alone
that they bark. It’s their secret call. No one,
no one, no one is ever allowed to know.

August 20

August 20

Special day

Found out I was expecting

Found out I getting my first child

Have a special bond

Daddy, remember those nights

Telling you shut up

I didn’t know no better

Just a tiny baby

Me being young

You taught me to love

You showed me what was right

Although you are not mine

Cherished you like you are

Watched mommy and daddy scream at you

Had to take you off their hands

Didn’t like how they talked to you

Don’t worry

Always will have your back