Hour 7: The Season of My Undoing

He envelopes my thoughts with echoes of his singing, 

and breaths each breath with measured intensity 

Casting doubts on my veracity 

I shiver under his certainty 

My skin melts under his touch snowy,

He sings slowly and I hear my siren 

My guardian warning, 

I will drown, 

But I can hear only what he sings, 

Fables of his desire distract from his reality

Our breathing entwined, turn dusty whispers to ash

Fingers tread lightly, searching for wants

That converge from abstract to touchable 

I hear the dawn of a winter unthinkable

And let his singing drown my plea

Allow his fingers an open sea, 

Of wishful thinking where we reach beyond inquest 

And into surrender,

His thoughts surround mine, 

His mind, devours my musings 

His smile displays a victory,

It grows colder outside and my fire dwindles, 

His music fades, and when I open my eyes, 

My heart begins to thaw, and his remains frozen. 

Matter

MATTER

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You can not help but be matter

Should you grow still

Turn bones to stone

Take no step further

The world would still find roost

In you chest and grow lush on your shoulder

Should you grow silent

Turn voice to quite

Vibrate no molecule

The hallow where your song belongs

Would still echo

A lament for lost lyrics

Should you hide from sight

turn only to outline

Cover over body and being

You will still cast a shadow

Where seeds would shelter

and ferns will thrive

You can not help but matter

Matter

What is the matter?

 

We are born from matter

We are made of matter

We will return to matter

 

The things that made us unique

Taken back into the bigger aggregate

And that matters too

 

To be matter is simply to occupy space

But to matter is to take the forefront

 

We are made of matter

And yet we get to choose what matters to us

 

Can it be a coincidence that a word

Used to describe the basest form existence

Is also used to elevate one person, event, or circumstance above another?

 

This matter of language and words

Prose and poetry

It too matters

Even when it is not made of matter at all

 

 

 

Season of the Disease

In the face of petrol-dollar and stolen riches, the president still dies

His hordes of physicians try his death to hide

The citizens are in the dark and no one is in the know

His kitchen cabinet covers up the cause of his death so

The media are left to speculate and lies grow

The international community is not letting go

 

Because it is a season of the disease

There is no cure yet for the disease

 

One by one, everybody goes away

Even if you can you cannot stop the day

Security forces are deployed to keep people at bay

Yet, the cause of the president’s and his men’s death is out now

If you have the power you cannot keep everybody down

The international community is wearing a frown

 

Because it is a season of the disease

There is no cure yet for the disease

Season of Gummy Bears

I am five again, running down the street of candies

Every tree with fruity sweets

The wafered houses are coated with chocolate

The jelly grasses are of myriad colors

An old man works ahead with a candy shovel

Digging for a treasure of gummy bears

Even His tooth is gone

Empty with sores of decay

He took my hand to place a curse

Murmuring words from unknown fragments

Woof! Woof!

There comes Randy,

My dog in shining fur

Bite his legs  in ardent valor

Then the man fell in abject horror

Into the hole, he had dug

Closed up it did,

As my dog zoomed off

I looked up

Alas! It is raining gummy bears

Hurray!

(Hour 07) 04.30-05.30am. PROMPT, Season of the

Season of Dust

It is the season of dust
the season of grit
the season of emptiness
the season of loss

It is the season of dust
the season of the future
the season of despair
the season of silence

It is the season of dust
the season of resistance
the season of flight
the season of moths

the season of finding yourself
in all the seasons all of us have lost

Let me explain why the ghost sleeps in my bed while I sleep in a chair. (1/2 Marathon, Hour Seven)

Let me explain why the ghost sleeps in my bed while I sleep in a chair.

It’s selfish.
I let it.
I don’t want to fight with a fucking ghost.
Ghosts are scary.
This one is only friendly when the mood strikes.
Most of the time it laughs from my bed while I squirm in my chair.
It pays the bills.
It resents me.
It mocks my depression.
(It doesn’t know it died from depression.)
It feels superior for straightening up but it doesn’t actually clean shit.
It’s lonely.
Ghosts are sad.
It’s scary.
It screams when it gets too angry.
It is angry at itself.
It doesn’t know it is dead.
(Deep down inside, it suspects it is not alive.)
It says things it can never take back.
It regrets everything too late.
It gives up too soon.
It let me go.
It won’t leave.
(It’s my responsibility to tell it that it’s dead.)
It forgets that it loves me.
It hates that it loved me.
It let me have the chair.
It took over my bed.
I let it.
I’m selfish.

Prompt Seven (7): Season of the Spirit [Hour 7]

Season of the Spirit

Found her, at last …

What happens now?

It moves so fast…

Will life allow?

What can I see?

I know who I am…

I am free to be!

I give a damn;

I found the key…

To be the who…

And that is me!

I am the very one;

The moon, the stars

… and the blazing sun!

In this knowing,

I create…

My heart is glowing;

And I relate…

The spirit of my soul,

You, too, now will know…

The only goal …

is to realize

…to grow.

God is your inside,

Where the thought,

..and Christ reside.

Religion can rot,

for those who need control.

My freedom was sought!

I am the power,

No doubt…

in this hour,

No need to shout!

Come with me,

I clear the air,

for them to see…

It’s all there!

The season of the spirit!

The season of me!