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Note of vetiver
Splash of amber
Hint of tobacco

Breathing in
The scent of you

My very own Proustian Moment

It lingers on my clothes
Shoved to the bottom of my laundry basket

Unable to be suppressed
Sparks play with my synapses
Linedancing to my limbic system

Engaging my emotions
Mesmerizing my memory

Electrifying the skeletal structures
Of ideas left derelict

A warm diffusion
Radiating in the hollow caverns of my chest

6 – Teenager (2) 2020

He wakes in early afternoon, washes his face, pokes around in the fridge – doesn’t eat, lumbers to the ps and sofa, yawns, starts it all up. (Summer schedule.). He is big, tall. He hasn’t caught up to himself, probably won’t  for a few years.

He is quiet, shuffles through messages, invites, “streaming conditions” .Social obligations covered, he engages me, the maker of food, and bringer of stuff he needs and wants (teenager equations), “Gramma, how long have we been sheltering at home? I think I need to find some people. I need some people.”

His profound self actualization jars me, “I think I need some people, too, but it isn’t safe to be around other people yet. I’m sorry.”

“Well, let’s be more peopley with each other then. Let’s bring back game night.”

He jars me again. When exactly did game night stop…? “Yeah, let’s bring back game night. How about Friday nights?”

Yeah. Friday nights.”

He plays video games, watches anime, streams for a while… finally eats, reads part of his summer reading book assigned back in March when the world closed.

“Cam, are you ready for game night? Want a pizza? What game do you want to play?”

“I thought you said Fridays?”

“It is Friday.”

“Well, you wanna just watch me play this with my friends instead… and eat pizza?”

“Sure, Buddy. Will that be peopley enough for you?”

“Yeah, that works. We can play games next Friday.”

He plays until 2am. I sleep on the sofa next to him. We people together.

 

Elizabeth Fellows

6/27/2020, 8am

Nonviolence

I promote nonviolence. It is the loudest whisper in the raging storm. If you think my silence equals to violence then you are mistaken. I am silently asking for no more wars, no more fighting or asking for more conflict. I am silently waiting and watching and looking for more solutions to the problems and stop the fighting. I agree and disagree that silence in situations is violence but thinking of ways to educate and collaborate is always the best way to go against violence tyrants. Educate and collaborate and speak up against hate but don’t sled blood is the way to remove the hate. Fix the ideology but don’t forget the man, but hate the ideology that taints the man.

EVERY DAY IS PERFECT – Hour 6

EVERY DAY IS PERFECT

 

no curtain for the sunrise east facing window

light splashes right in my sleepy eyes

maybe an arm around my waist will buy another hour 

warm cheek on a cool pillow

a hot teacup against warm hands

ticka-ticka-tacka-tacka

clicka-clicka-clacka-clacka

giggles welling up even when I’m alone

soft friendly glowing 1s and 0s  

Error 404 file “alone” not found

threads connect eyes to content to eyes

strain aching stomachs and cheeks

swirling smoke vines across the afternoon light

slanting in through old blankets, cutting up the living room

light / shadow / light / shadow / light / shadow / light

rainbows splashing through a crystal

like any other weather

within / without

rain is to tears as thunder is to leaving

sun is to smiles as snow is to loneliness

misė en place like a kitchen within a heart

comfort and nostalgia wafting up to a nose,

sliding down an esophagus into a belly

the warmth and the aching of a full life

an idealized experience within each moment

Guardian of the Heart – Hour #6

Oh, Oaken Sentinel,  you alone know the secret of the heart

carved so deep within your craggy flesh.

As the blade cut into you,

did you feel the heartache for a love that would not be?

Was the pain assuaged by the passion you felt from his unrequited love?

Or were those cuts sculpted slowly with lovers’ hands held one upon the other

guiding the perfection of their loving signature?

We will never know the secret you hold so close to your heart

yet, it will live on for centuries, growing in mystery, growing in love.

Will other lovers choose you to guard their tales of romance or heartbreak?

Oh, Steadfast Oak, you above all others can be trusted to never waiver in this sacred calling.

Day Idyllic – hour 6, prompt 6

Ideal, a favorite sushi place

mango, crab and rice to taste

peach mochi melts on my tongue

quesadillas, shrimp and queso food

cheesesteaks blaze my heart and mood.

Sitting home, green things I spy

scaly, soft, with cunning eyes

munching crickets I supply

joy comes easy when they play

and let me pet them all the day.

Smell of flowers in a garden

gives my weary heart a pardon

colors bright green, mauve and blue

set my eyes on fire too

mistfall on a morning walk

hearing noises in the park

just the crickets, a doggy bark

makes my soul jump all a-jerk.

Kissing, hugging during movie

with my love, it makes me boogie

a favorite tune, we jump and dance

around the living room with our pets

like to treat each other too

cooking when we’re in the mood

for salty, sweet or sour food.

Just a happy little giggle

when child’s piggies I will tickle

my heart jumps to see them smile

when they attempt to stand awhile

something new, always a pleasure

paint with yogurt, ice cubes colored

banging toys, making clutter

baby’s love makes life matter.

– Sandra Johnson

 

 

Hour 6, Prompt 6 – Let Me Be

Just for today

let me be

a roaming purr hunting 

through a nest of buttery softness

incited only by the idea of being

bitten by something 

acidic and confectionary

to sweeten the petition

on my lips:

 

May words bloom flowers

May a honeyed tenor lull the afternoon

May Baldwin preach artistry

May Nina know how it feels to be free

May Billie’s summer fruit be forever familiar and sweet

May dreams come true

 

Let this silk robe

this porch-side paradise be all there is 

as unknown insects quiver in the noontide

 

Let the dense milky clouds break 

spilling golden yolk

beautifully over all of it

 

Just for today

Let me be

Hour 6 (2020)

Stumbling through the city

uncovering urban treasures

seeking refuge in its green enclaves

taking in its scents

weaving in and out of crowds

observing stills and denizens in motion.

skin is brushed, aired out, painted, smirched with food:

a quilt of the days experiences

lingering for a moment as i lay to rest

6 – How To Spend Today; A Song

Waking up to watch the sunrise on the mountain,

With my blanket wrapped around me tight, and a thermos to hold

Playing music for the people gathered ’round to watch the planet turning

Endless reasons to sing

 

Some moments live as long as my heart beats

I will keep this memory with me

 

Share a smile, share a story, share your time

We can chase each other through the woods and find a sturdy tree to climb

From up here, my weary world and all it’s problems disappear

 

Some moments live as long as my heart beats

I will keep this memory with me