24

24 poems

In as many hours

I feel asleep

But

24 complete

Task is done

I won over

My self doubt

Gratitude

Footsteps

Listening to the bird call from the trees

Inhaling the lavender

Waiting

To hear your footsteps on the stairs

You are ready

21 Forever

The clothes are fly

Look great on

I dance, I sing the songs

I am weak yet I am strong

Decades long lived,

Loved

Embraced

Died

I never want to see 21 again

Christ

If I surrender to you

I disappear

Only you in me I fear

Your will be done not mine no fun

Take care of my family, friends and all

Pick me up when I fall

Hold me tight

Don’t let me go

It’s you I want

Nothing less

You

In me

I am truly free.

 

diving

“I came to explore the wreck. The words are purposes. The words are maps.” – Adrienne Rich

 

she and i

were frightened to come but we came

i only know what my body whispers to

me and she says to explore

the forgotten places the

caverns the death the ships that wreck

i only know what my heart sings the

feelings that she sculpts into words

the loves that are

eternal renewing with purposes

i only know what my brain screams at me the

terror she stitches into words

you are stronger than you think you are

a body’s pulse churning pulsing out the maps

 

Joe

We meet every morning in my AZ themed cup

Thinking of you before I wake up

No sugar no cream hot black

Just us

The beginning

failure

when the whole point is to finish

Something (on time)

and you don’t finish

you have to find a new point

purpose

failure holds lots of purpose

i’m sure

but it’s not the pretty kind

with warm hugs and certificates and

good job and way to succeed

i think that failure’s purpose should be

to not be the bad guy anymore

failure has a bad rap

has acquired a nasty reputation

i’m going to be a fan of failure

i’ve decided

because failure involves action

leaping

not having to sit around and

wonder

what might have been