“I Love You, Misa.” (2017)

Inspired by Kaichou Wa Maid-Sama!

I’m right in front of you
I know that you know
Yet somehow I’m still fighting
To be seen

I love you, I’ve told you so
Yet still you find it hard to believe
I’m just an annoyance, a burden
Something for you to easily toss aside

But I won’t leave you
No matter the cost
I don’t care if you hate me
I don’t care if you reject me

I love you, Misa.

Hour Sixteen- Sixteen going on Seventeen

Poem sixteen

Bummer

Lack of sleep catching up with me

Need to infuse my caffeine system

Maybe throw in some protein

A vegetable

Some inspiration

 

A song from Sound of Music

Sixteen going on Seventeen plays in my personal

brain music network

A few minutes ago it was Putting on the Ritz

The Peter Boyle Young Frankenstein version

My husband singing it as he struggles to find his muse

I need Starbucks

I need ice cream

I need a diligent house boy

I need sleep

The enemy sleep

It has ammo aimed at my weakening system

I should be writing from a fictional character’s point of view

Stuck somewhere between

Jane Eyre, Maria Von Trapp

And Frank Underwood

All I can do

Is feebly limp through sixteen

On my way to seventeen

Waiting for life to start

Putting on the Ritz

Maybe cheese on a Ritz

Dipped in coffee

 

Mosquito v. food

The mosquito went on trial,
Accused of being a pest
And a nuisance
And a vagrant
Preying on human blood.
The plaintiff made opening arguments:
“Your honour,” they opened,
“The defendant has taken numerous blood samples from my client without their consent.
What’s more, the purpose and value of their existence is questionable.
It is only right, your honour, that they pay in equal measure
For the quantity consumed.”

The judge considered these arguments.
“And now, the defense will present its counter-arguments.”
And the mosquito, being a mosquito, said nothing.
And, being a mosquito, did not know it had to bring representation.
It was not even sure where it was.
“Very well, then,” the judge said,  glaring judgmentally at the defendant.
The plaintiff crossed the floor,
And squashed the mosquito flat as a pancake.
“Court dismissed.”

Poem #16

my current situation in words fighting the urge to sleep.
the struggle is real.


Hold on 
frail heart
we’re almost at the finish line.

The light at the end of the tunnel
is just in vision’s perception.

Don’t measure the miles to cover
or cower under the pressure
or give into sleep…

You may rest your weary head 
at the end,
the end is near
the end is upon us,
don’t measure the distance
simply put one foot in front of the other. 

j.r.m©

Hour 15: Mythic Tree

Mythic Tree in you and me.

Yggdrasil of nine realms be.

Whispering from ancient days,

Tree of wisdom’s true pathways.

 

Ashvattha, the Bodhi tree—

Enlightened Gautam under thee.

Some say peepul is your name,

Perhaps people are the same.

 

Ashvattha or Yggdrasil,

Whisper to us you are real.

Let enlightenment flow from thee,

For each of us a Bodhi Tree.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Antonia

Life is not fair, for those who

come from the old country.

I can barely remember my father

but they say he was a fine musician,

a beautifully accomplished violinist.

Somehow he ended up in the barn,

at 3 a.m., where he played one last

strain of the “Ave Maria,” then put

his shotgun at his feet, where he

could operate the trigger with his

big toe, and BAM! he was gone.

They buried him at the crossroads

because suicides are not allowed

in the Catholic cemetery. My mother

and brothers did the best they could.

I tried to help them, becoming a

hired girl to one of the best families

in town. I thought the man who made

promises to marry me would help my

family, but he only made me pregnant

and left me, all alone in Omaha. This

good man, my husband, has given me

thirteen children, fourteen all together.

He raised my first child as his own, like

Joseph in the manger. All are in the book,

Leo the most famous. They called me Toni

in real life, but my literary name has more

pizazz than her book that won the Pulitzer Prize.

16 – blood red lips –

I watch my fathers beautiful bride, grow an ugly disposition,

as sickness came knocking stealing his love away and its

just the two of us I feel the menace in her gaze the jealousy

in her touch the threat in her words and l run, into the world l

have never seen, into poverty and hunger looking for a home.

I hid in an empty home, exhausted I sleep only to be woken

surrounded by a roomful of noisy men, black from the mines.

Fear beat faster my heart filling my ears, I calmed they quietened

an arrangement was made, I learned to clean, to be wild, to be free.

 

-s.j.duncan-

 

Poem no. 12 Bully Boy

When I knew him in the playground, he cried easily.
Pretend games upset him;
his large eyes, luminous on the point of tears,
shone soft and bright.
But when he slipped, later,
out of uniform and nameless,
into the brutish, sweat-stained concrete cells
and played his own
thick brutal games with prisoners there,
it was the men who wept.

Kona Persona Poem

All I see day after day are these same white walls,
Or I escape from that room for a mere moment,
Then I get to run down the same halls,
Before being caught, dragged back, and served punishment.
I get to sit here, feeding my memories fade, while my mind runs wild and fragments.
When will the price for my one mistake finally be paid?
Maybe when my mind finally crumbles and collapses into its final madness-filled descent.

Grey the Portrait

Through the canvas

Scars and lines

Bleed through

 

Only to appear

Outwardly

Young and rapturously

 

I mustn’t gaze

Upon that face

For

Hell will

pull me through