Wishful Thinking

Dreams are the imagery of what we long for,

neural playground for the literary soul, to wander,

with flashes of memory, their fabric ripped and

slurried, run with others, to rise dripping with thought

and vividly there. Ripped and wrenched, stirred

in the vat of short-term memory, dislodged from

common sense. Shaken, melded, fibers rearranged

to both nonsensical and realistic themes.

You and I astride some great behemoth,

talking of pashas and rainfall,

the taste of what we wanted, the feel of hands on,

of legs, of us becoming in the brief neural flicker

twin stars which never fade in that brief immortality.

In the Thrall

Been to a festival lately?
Forget the main attractions
No one is there for the music
It’s all about the bacon

There was a time when it could be ignored
Now, bacon is in your face!
In your artisan beer
In your candy
In your ice cream
In your tater tots
I’m sure someone somewhere has created a bacon flavored soda
or, *shudder*, coffee!

It may even be in your music
In fact, I’m convinced, bacon and Taylor Swift have the same publicist
They are both everywhere all the time.
Beware the Bacon Swift Burger

Twenty fourth poem

Are you my friend or enemy?
An ally or a foe?
Are dreams and nightmares messages,
Or warnings, or random, I don’t know.
Fears and feelings given form,
Beauty and pain and rage and joy.
Promises, hope, and I have no choice.
Must sleep, I can’t avoid.

Ambling Up to a Finish Line (Hour Twenty-Four)

There is a strange embarrassment

At ambling up to a finish line

Still feeling good.

An abashedness at being able,

And in control.

This is a good moment to notice,

And to ask questions.

For whom am I pretending?

 

I can do what I set my mind to,

If I set my mind to.

 

And that’s the end.

Sleep

The most satisfying sleep;

Is that which comes;

After;

The expenditure of every last sinew of muscle;

The exhaling of every gasp of breath;

And the completion of a project you

thought

was

impossible.

-30-

 

Where Are You My Darling Boy?

Moonlight kissed the sky the moment you left
And smiled
With promise of no return.

Where are you now?
And what do you dream of?
Where are you now?

Who do you love?
And what do you think of?
Who do you love?

I miss you like the moon misses the sky
On the moonless nights
I need you in my life
I need you.

There are days when I manage not to think of you
Days when just work gets me by
There are nights when I manage not to dream of you
Nights of a silent lullaby

Lullaby
Lullaby
Lullaby

I can never say goodbye
I can never say goodbye
I could never say goodbye

Calling 4 sleep

Eyelids
Shut
Dreamers
Gut
Seamlessly
Words
Vanish
Harmony breathe
Glowing internally
Opens doors
And even windows
It’s seen
And it’s like
You have been here before
Bristly sleeping within the pillow night

Mostly peace

Going down the dark lane

we see some light coming through

pictures of our goals

clear and lovely too..

 

We see ourselves

like superheroes

kings and queens

we often see

something we keep…

 

Its the most peaceful state

one can be in

you are a baby

an innocent dolphin …

 

Remember its your gateway

to yourself too..

Some thoughts show themselves up

whom you don’t wanna talk to..

 

To sleep

is to live

in a world

of your dreams

Its also an escape

from a world

full of screams…

Amazement

To have reached the Finish and found

not the peace which follows writing

but an anguish that so much remains

missing;

 

the neighbour’s cherry tree is weighed

down with new fruit, all for the birds –

these verses will be devoured in much

the same way;

 

to the fire, to the fire they will go, after

all has been written and done, to the

fire to be burnished or burned, and

what will remain

 

will tell me if I should run this race again.

 

©  Ella Wagemakers, 14.14 Dutch time (=  8.14 EST in the US)

Breathless

I dress your flesh

With heal caress

Bruises kissed

To nothing mist

Seal your pain

To nothing shame

Held away to make no gain

Within the clutch to leave you lame

Dead pools quaf

The empty off

Tremble numb

And quite undone