Ambling Up to a Finish Line (Hour Twenty-Four)

There is a strange embarrassment

At ambling up to a finish line

Still feeling good.

An abashedness at being able,

And in control.

This is a good moment to notice,

And to ask questions.

For whom am I pretending?

 

I can do what I set my mind to,

If I set my mind to.

 

And that’s the end.

Sleep

The most satisfying sleep;

Is that which comes;

After;

The expenditure of every last sinew of muscle;

The exhaling of every gasp of breath;

And the completion of a project you

thought

was

impossible.

-30-

 

Where Are You My Darling Boy?

Moonlight kissed the sky the moment you left
And smiled
With promise of no return.

Where are you now?
And what do you dream of?
Where are you now?

Who do you love?
And what do you think of?
Who do you love?

I miss you like the moon misses the sky
On the moonless nights
I need you in my life
I need you.

There are days when I manage not to think of you
Days when just work gets me by
There are nights when I manage not to dream of you
Nights of a silent lullaby

Lullaby
Lullaby
Lullaby

I can never say goodbye
I can never say goodbye
I could never say goodbye

Calling 4 sleep

Eyelids
Shut
Dreamers
Gut
Seamlessly
Words
Vanish
Harmony breathe
Glowing internally
Opens doors
And even windows
It’s seen
And it’s like
You have been here before
Bristly sleeping within the pillow night

Mostly peace

Going down the dark lane

we see some light coming through

pictures of our goals

clear and lovely too..

 

We see ourselves

like superheroes

kings and queens

we often see

something we keep…

 

Its the most peaceful state

one can be in

you are a baby

an innocent dolphin …

 

Remember its your gateway

to yourself too..

Some thoughts show themselves up

whom you don’t wanna talk to..

 

To sleep

is to live

in a world

of your dreams

Its also an escape

from a world

full of screams…

Amazement

To have reached the Finish and found

not the peace which follows writing

but an anguish that so much remains

missing;

 

the neighbour’s cherry tree is weighed

down with new fruit, all for the birds –

these verses will be devoured in much

the same way;

 

to the fire, to the fire they will go, after

all has been written and done, to the

fire to be burnished or burned, and

what will remain

 

will tell me if I should run this race again.

 

©  Ella Wagemakers, 14.14 Dutch time (=  8.14 EST in the US)

Breathless

I dress your flesh

With heal caress

Bruises kissed

To nothing mist

Seal your pain

To nothing shame

Held away to make no gain

Within the clutch to leave you lame

Dead pools quaf

The empty off

Tremble numb

And quite undone

Sleep

Who needs sleep
when adrenaline is pumping through your veins
Why sleep
when so much can be attained while awake
Sleep, overrated, measured wrongly

Sleep is
when nightmares haunt you
Stay awake
and nothing will hurt you
Sleep – Gah!
Who needs sleep?

the poetry marathon (the final poem)

what sweet victory do my eyes behold?
the sweetest story ever told;
how strangers came from every hand-
and wrote themselves a promised land;
and tainted not one single sound
but did indeed make love abound.
then in the final hour, spent-
gave their souls to words without repent;
and as their eyes did sleep pursue-
their brains turned off, just to renew-
to come back strong some other day-
to the poetry marathon and have their say.

Time for Bed

Let me sleep beside you.
After all the work is done.
And the day has come to a close.
I think you want my company too.

Howling children are now sedate.
Our stomach full of good cooking.
Worn out from the day.
Longing for that sweet embrace.

I want drown in a thousand pillows.
The ones covering your bed.
Feel your heat radiating into me.
As I lay next to my hero.

Finally when our eyes close.
Our dreams are just waking moments.
I picture us together where-ever we are.
As I place kisses under your nose.