The Missing

I wake up in the middle of the night

and you’re not here to comfort me

to lull me back to sleep

just loneliness and the sound of night

Animals calling out for their mates

or sign of protection to seal their fate

A text nor will a phone call do

I need you

Be proactive

miss me to

So next time I’ll wake up next to you

#18bis – My eyes are big

Creature_20140823121406 copySurprised and shocked

My eyes are big

And they go wild

And wide open

To catch all good

And make it even better

 

Capturing all colours

And flavours

With all my eyes

And all my senses

Beyond all imagination

My sensors are in rejoying

 

For much longer

Than your mind can grasp

I am going on the path

To my happiness

Surprised and shocked

My eyes are big

 

 

Nibiru (20)

Only once every
3,600 years
the black planet
passes through our
solar system.

Reading stories,
theories, postulations,
scientific papers,
crack pot conspiracies
disaster planning.

Will it pass
unnoticed or
will we experience
worldwide extinction
as dinosaurs.

Will we plan
gather, hoard
stockpile provisions
or love with grace
and ignore.

Beginnings

At the point of no return.

A phrase to represent an end.

But it does not mean the finale.

It is a beginning.

The first gasp.

Before the plunge.

Hour Twenty – Musical Words

Tiptoeing on broken glass

I hear the laughter

I see the smiles

I smell the tears

There is an elephant in waiting

and a mouse in mourning

twisting the remnants

of triumphant repose.

Glazed edges sense oblivion

carved by the hands of crime

tranquil empathy

engineered compatibility

tests of courage and of blood

cannot stem the tidal mass

inherent in truth

succulent in agony

triple bypasses bypass the bypass

electric fences feed the wireless generation

and no-one knows where they are anymore

the elephant sighs

the mouse cries

the end is nigh

is night

and day is cause

for celebration

Possibilities prey upon loss

loss preys upon catharsis

there is no truth

but truth

and terror cannot divide

the understanding

of fallacy

Trembling tongues

speak to banter of a quiet nature

trees felled

in orchards are felt

in paddocks

across the sea

as the elephant smiles

and the mouse inflates itself

to meet the challenge

of survival.

Trained monkeys are watching you

as the source of all knowledge

claims another life

in another place

in a separate time

tracing the logic

of counter-logic

terraces of fear built

in a wasteland of guilt

Transparency

wins

every

time.

#20 – Morning

The sky illuminated.
You, waking.
Blue eyes among the strands
of your long hair,
on the pillow.
You smile.
Almost slow motion.
Like in the movies.
Could it be?

Grieve

Deep thought, act of sorrow,

Grieving,aching and mourning,

hurt soul, bitter and lamenting.

Sadness,embracing.

4am thoughts

what comes to mind on a quiet night
with lights out and music playing in the background?
only your hands-
no, every part of you-
the way the moonlight hits your eyes
the way the corners of your mouth dance when you smile-
the way your right leg bows just a little
the way your skin feels underneath my fingers
the way the little hairs gather at the base of your spine
every single part of you
is up for grabs
and i reach
wanting only to be one with you.

Elegy of Adam and Eve

My Lord, My God! Why have you forsaken us,

Our life’s worth celebrating, but on this beautiful paradise island,a disgrace stole our peace.

Please Lord,forgive my beloved wife Eve, I know you can forgive us.

Why death of shame was her verdict, you Satan’s my rival, you Eve, why you betrayed me, you tempted me to commit sin too.

Why O God,Why, we became weak and sinful, O,God,Eve lost her senses and tempted by Satan’s lunatic schemes. Why you fooled us,Satan, Why,

Our world collapsed,embarrassment creeping our naked body, trembling.

Why Eve, how come you were blinded by Satan’s amorous lust, why,

Now, broken hearted and we have nowhere to go,the Paradise Island has been cursed,

Lord God! How could you?

 

 

 

Control

When I opened my door for you

Lust held common sense hostage

However being who I am I couldn’t let myself fall victim to its plan

I see you grabbing me and pulling me closer as you kisss me from my forehead down

I want you to take control, leading where you want us to go

I’m not porcelain figurine

You can smack, squeeze, dominate over me

As I give permission

To this fantasy

But you barely speak

Awkward contact

When will you be bold enough

To lose it while taking it