Hour 15 : Dried Flowers

Forgetting the memories

As the love fades

If ‘ther’ is life, ‘ther’ is death

We have lived in between

Flowers grow and wither away

As the season change

Hope I could say do not let me go

I will live with whatever I have of those moments

It will not happen in a day

It may be in months or years or a lifetime

It will take time; I believe seasons will change

Flowers will grow again from the seeds that withered

In time they will blossom again

I did not tell you the name of the flower

Which I chose to keep with me

A promise that you made

While you gifted me those tiny blooms

I will never forget; love will fade away

Little by little, I’ll cling on to the hope

As I preserve them in the form of dried flowers

 

Bad Woman, Good Girl, hour fifteen

Hot.

The feeling crawls up, between my legs, sliding against my back,

and I can’t help but shift forward, hips pressing back as I wait,

ass tilted up, quivering as I wait. I want to hear that low voice,

a simple command, a rough hand gripping hard enough to mark,

teeth against my throat. There’s always a primal urge, to hold back,

to bite, to rake and take and snarl as he grips back, eyes blazing

with that smirk, that taunt as he teases, edges me until I melt,

until I beg, with his voice low in my ear, making me want

to pull him closer between my thighs until I fall apart.

“Good girl.”

Desire

Eloquently, she takes off her dress
Layered with history, ready to be discovered
Nerves at their highest, stay steady
Affection of the highest order
Zestfulness taking over.

Gaga, she sends me
Over the top, like a lovesick puppy
Round and round my head spins with lust.
Babbling words are all I can muster
Aching with joy
Never thought I’d experience the thrill
I never want to let it go.

Empty soul

Lust snatches souls and minds ,craters into an abyss of depravity

The inability to pull back an impossible task as one plunges deeper and deeper into a dark bottomless hole, helplessness prevails.
Escaping it unattainable, so one ventures deeper into a quagmire of images and behaviors that taints the soul.

A profound desire to acquire wealth and possessions and an unquenchable pull towards things left behind in departure, death!!
Does it make sense then to live in the twirl of a whirlwind that makes you dizzy?  For as desire, is satisfied after each new toy;
Lust, a temporary feeling bottoms out into nothingness
Leaving in its trail empty, lives and broken people.
Lust snatches souls and leaves them mangled, like twisted metal from a car wreck

Little Dreamer

content warning: none, is hopeful too 🙂 –  meant to go with the one I posted previously!

pick yourself off the floor, little dreamer.
i know, i know; life did not turn out as you desire.
everything you thought was true is not.
but, little dreamer – you danced once;
you will dance again.
the world outside is scary,
but look at you, without your mask.
you’re still beautiful,
and you will find people who love you.
so hold fast to yourself –
little dreamer, the world is brand new.

Love is Blind- Hour 1

To you my love is blind
And yet I still try
I’m trying to find my way
But my heart is breaking

Why must you hide things
Honesty is a battle for you
I can never give up on you
Because of the fighter in me

My insides are tied up in knots
Along with our marriage
My pleas fall on deaf ears
But maybe someday you’ll see

15 Rodent Hotel

15     Rodent Hotel

 

Chipmunks abound darting

Under the porch and into

The old maple’s oval portal

 

Rabbits dig below the

Garden fence at night

Filling themselves well

 

Woodchuck twins munch

Grasses near my door

Skittish when Millie barks

 

I know there’s mice

That scamper in the walls

Ancestors here before my time

 

Decades we lived in peace

Despite folks often warning

They will come to no good