Wonder to be a honey bee

The honey bees buzz,

Like a lemonade fizz.

They take honey from flowers,

They are Honey’s lover.

They are very hurry,

To take honey.

If it is time to home,

They return back to their comb.

 

hour 18 prompt-just be still, and listen

my brother, bless him,

was the sort of child

who had the energy

of a ferret wild

he never met a tree

his limbs did not christen

his weaponized eyes

with tears would glisten

my mother’s imploring refrain

“just be still, and listen”

 

The Joy that Life has Brought

POEM 24

I have been a rolling stone for years now, traveling from state to state.

Six months here, perhaps a year  or two there.

Uprooted, unsuited left out of that steady flow of home.

If I didn’t have or make a desk wherever I was I would surely have died years ago.

I need that chair at that desk however makeshift, and that has brought me home.

My stories piled high on one corner and a window to see a Cardinal or a red bird swoop across the yard singing and calling.

My heart can rest when I sit and write, conversing with characters, researching, just looking up words.

I can sit in front of the screen typing, setting down words and phrases like puzzle pieces, for hours on end.

when my neck grows stiff and my legs feel bulbous, I walk about for a while cleaning my friends’ pool or painting a clients house.

Then the  iron grows hot again and I must strike.

One day I’ll settle in my own home at my own desk, but until I receive such a blessing, I will make a desk wherever I am.

I will confront my protagonists and watch them dance onto the page and take a bow.

 

Hour 16 – My Dad Called

On a Sunday afternoon, my dad called. 

This was unusual, since, well, 

We don’t call each other. So

I knew that meant that

Something was very wrong. 

 

I hadn’t even answered yet, 

Heart in my throat, racing,

But I knew it was my mother.

Otherwise, it would be her

Name on the caller ID.

 

She’s having chest pains,

She can’t breathe. Just 

Come to the hospital.” 

 

I wish I still had no idea 

What a pulmonary embolism was. 

I sat at her bedside all night, the 

Doctors said they hope she’ll

Wake up by morning. I don’t 

Want to think about what I’ll 

Do if she doesn’t. 

 

The beeping of the machines

Has never quite gotten out of 

My head, even five years later,

Even with her completely fine. 

 

To stand on the precipice like

That with the one person who’s been 

There since day one is a different 

Kind of terror. And two years later, 

When my aunt died in that same

ICU room, I couldn’t help but 

Thank God for the first time in 

My life, and believe in miracles.

2 am Walk

I hear my boots
Scraping on the pavement
On an empty street
At 2 am

I see ribbons of light
Swirling around me
Ghosts of the cars
That went by

I feel prickles
On the back of my neck
Caused by the person
Following me

I breathe humidity
Thick in the air
I wonder if my companion
Can feel it too

I stop
My follower stands next to me
“Why are you here?”
“I was worried.”

How the Ferweard Fair Straits Formed Between The Southlands

I might be insane, but the place I feel most at home is a world I made up over a couple decades of creative writing. Hmmm…

(for hour 24—prompt: the place I feel most at home; here’s a poem from the history of Onweald)

 

How the Ferweard Fair Straits Formed Between The Southlands

 

In the days when Ella joined Mahriket

And the gods could bask in her grace

The generous Goddess Katherine Fair

Voluntar’ly stepped down from her exalted place

 

Katherine sighed upon The Southlands’ war

Within her heart shook to breaking

Over decades of sons lost of mothers

And daughters who morn widowed queen

 

Katherine sought no champion to join her

With tones of love filled inflection

She bowed to ask Old Rothahn’s favor

Taking twelve centuries of perfection

 

To the city beyond the Freotho

Where she wove spells of such power

No man could withstand or behold

The princesses, goddess, felled palace tower

 

Fueled by her heart, fueled by her love

Her final act put all geasa in motion

The followers of Lorena and those of Lenora

The waves parsed in two, separated by ocean

 

 

Home #thepoetrymarathon #prompttwentyfour

The house is in need of paint, father,

plaster peels off the walls.

The verandah stares vacant and blank,

no life within its halls.

It’s just a house, I said to myself

as I passed down that road,

just a house, abandoned and dark

that once housed our souls.

How can it then be, just a house?

I thought again as I gazed at it.

This is the house where you died

and the home where we lived.

So do not laugh if you find me there

gazing back in time and space

there are houses and then there are houses

not all of them broker peace.

Taunt me not if I see my childhood

etched on every parapet and sill

I may grow in years but am none the wiser 

and this little girl needs you still. 

Hello Darkness

Light bends defiant

speeds in flashes wraps around

finding its own path

 

standing tall ready

impact never comes this time

another trick of light

 

darkness walks steady

absent of chosen pathways

mysteries abound

Fulfillment

Fulfillment

Rice boils on night stove
life bubbles on emotions
both cravings fulfilled

Hour 24

@varenyas

(Hour 21 of 24) “maturity”

you yearn for the sun, growing to escape

my stifling selfishness, cannot hold you back.

who am I, to stand in your way,

the time has come, to cast me off

without a second thought, no glances back.

reach for the stars, aim for the heavens.

I will hold you back no more.

 

© 2021 S Phua