over your shoulder

keys between the fingers

pepper spray dangles

what about walking at night

invigorates

and terrifies

 

perhaps they go hand in hand

icy air ripping at the lungs

praying that headlights rush past you

and keep moving

keep driving

 

approach each corner with hesitation

no headphones

remain aware of your surroundings

text updates the closer you get to your

destination

“made it home safe”

Poem 20: A Tribute to Pauline Johnson “Severed Hide”

 

You have my heart

so we’ll never part

Many things can destroy us

Turning us to dust

but we are never passed away

As the sun shines so gay

The music of our dance

is the infinite sound of our chance

What befalls the white man’s hand

Footsteps in our sacred sand

Our home is empty, except our love

tenderly held by our sister’s glove

The plains are bare

our knives in much less care

We speak not to our beasts of life

our friends that freed us from starving strife

Do what you must

but we have to conquer trust

and not let hatred steal

The faithful passion that we feel

Curse the fate of the human soul

no matter who or when the drums do roll

We are blessed with courage and faith

tying us to the past warrior’s wraith

Hour 17: Serenity

Walking outside the building
My heart flutters
The fire burns inside the building
Fire of people
Fire of anger
Fire of greed

I walk, walk over
Avoiding myself to get burnt
I walk, walk further

I need to find my home,
I only need myself, book and nature,
I need to stop,

Oh time, can you stop? I need to rest
I need to find my serenity,
I need to refresh my mind

Enough, It’s enough, leave me alone.

Little Harder

I see myself as someone that tries to help around.

Someone that might be average and just tries.

keep going the demons are closing in.

I think a thought and smiled a grin.

Behave

The Hiding Place

The Hiding Place

 

The bustling Tarshish is now a skeleton city

With an echo howling from one broken ship to another;

Kadesh-barnea is no longer attractive –the bread therein has become stale;

Jericho is in confusion –the walls have tumbled, and there’s no one to rebuild

Babylon, the beautiful Babylon now gazes at passerby,

The precious stones and jewelry in its port all disappeared

The kings of fame and valor, all gone to their eternal home –

All in the pit with their horses and horsemen.

To what then do you hold for substance through the ages?

To which hideout can one run

In times of tried and of storm?

Find out, there’s a place

And there alone make your refuge

I am a mom of 6
Triplets
A singleton
Twins
1 2 3 it:s easy you see
Actually
It is never easy.

My marriages are like my kids
1 2 2
Also
Never easy

Back in school
Student again.
Was a therapist
Was an unlicensed teacher
Now a Harvard Degree candidate.

I barely remember me
Pre kid me
I traveled a bit.
Ate out a lot.

I miss memory me.
I miss when my name was more than mom.