Nowhere to be Seen (8)

Where is the blinding grief I thought

Would see me through the day?

It has been a horribly reliable fuel source.

Horribly reliable.

And on this day that I thought would be made easy

By flammable words and imagery,

Blinding grief is nowhere to be seen.

 

I Am Leaving (6)

The bell tolls

I am leaving.

Grieving will come,

And go,

And come,

And go.

Like the breath.

Everything moves in cycles,

And I am no exception.

 

Young and restless

When I met you I was young and restless now my soul is withered and worn I gave my heart unconditionally then it was returned torn it was battered and bruised never to be the same I go toward love with haste cause the love I gave unconditionally turned out to be a waste.

Bear in a China Shop

I am, the perverbial bear in the China shop.

You think bulls were bad?

Whoever who came up with that phrase, grossly underestimated the destructive nature of THIS BEAR.

Now, keep in mind I do  not break stuff on purpose but alas, stuff just breaks around me.

From frying pans to waffle irons, to glass cases but thankfully not any bones yet,

I am the one they warn about on security tapes.

I am that curious and friendly customer that people love to know but hate to serve.

I’m a cooking maestro, a passionate poet, and most of all I’m a bear in a friggin China shop

The Gypsy Curse

It is no lie

Break a true gypsy heart

It will haunt you for life

Your senses will be dulled

Your food will not taste good

Art will not inspire you

Lilacs, lilies, lavender; will have no scent

You will find no pleasure in silk and satin

Music will lose it’s magic

You will forget the words to your favorite songs

Laughter will feel forced and foreign

Your travels will be weary

Your days will ring empty

Your nights will ache lonely

Your pockets will be wanting

Your heart will feel heavy

Be forewarned!