Long For Most Prompt (Hour 21)

Folds of sheets nestled around tired legs,
the soft press of mattress against the back
Neck at rest upon two pillows
Cold darkness, enough to necessitate blankets,
enough to sleep through the daylight.

Prompt 21: No More Coffee

I might brew a cup of tea,
if I can remember to pull the kettle off the fire
before its hissing wakes up my sleeping boyfriend.

Or, I might nurse this glass of wine
as I listen to the new Bob Dylan
and try to resist the urge to catnap.

All the times I hit snooze on a Monday morning
tells me only disappointment that way lies.

So I stay seated, at attention, as I have at this desk
all day, and the two lights – desk and kitchen counter – I’ll finally switch off
in four hours to crawl into bed.

Half Marathon My Hour 6

I ended up looking back and using the prompt from hour nine. I used the words firefly, bottle, heat, treeline, and lethargy.

 

Summer

My body feels the season changing

The heat making me become lethargic

Wanting to slow down and enjoy the day

As the evening comes I watch the treeline

Look for a moment to be on fire 

The sun setting behind them causing a blaze

Soon the sun is gone letting the fireflies shine

Drink bottles become firefly homes

Confusion

Why do we all fight

Over who is wrong and who is right

?

 

Why do we find something to pick apart

Are we dooming ourselves from the very start

?

 

Was life ever normal

Or were we just a victim to it all

?

 

Will we ever know peace and cooperation

Shutdown every hatred station

?

 

Life is short, but we make it unbearable

I want people to think before they speak, it’s that simple

 

 

Forgive Me, Muse

Forgive Me, Muse

Bless me, Muse
for I have sinned.

I intentionally
misplaced 4 commas
7 times,
stole an entire line
from Shakespeare
(like he’d know),
resorted to using
2 adverbs
and 3 clichés,
rewrote Frost’s
most famous poem
(I like mine better).
I defied Webster
80 times last week,
and I lied
in every poem
I’ve written this year,
and last year,
and all the years
before.
I confess
I regret
none of it.
Still,
forgive me, Muse.

~ J R Turek
June 28, 2020
Hour 21

Sleep — Hour 21

Drown me under the ceiling fan

in my lumpy bed

dear to me

familiar

turn out the light

I’m ready for 14

my brain toasted like a fruit strudel

oozing fluid unusable

pen me up

folks

It’s a quality control issue

okay?

 

Longings

Since life does not consist of what you eat or drink

I have always longed

to help others

to be light in the dark

to illuminate the park

to be the head

to move ahead

to be heard as an acclaimed published author

Those are my longings

Your being, Your Everything

What I want is simple.

For you to love me

As I love you.

For your grace to embrace

My very being.

For your light to cut through

The hate of this world.

What I want is your everything.

To be able to consume all that you are made of.

Your light, your darkness.

Let me never recover from this drunkenness.

For you are my intoxication.

Hour 21: Longing

I have wanted you to belong to me, like no other prayer prior 

Some higher power, laughs at my refusal

To pray for you then

To ask for you, beg for you 

How could any divinity make you mine?

When we are already both one?

Hour 21: Desperate Longing

Desperate Longing

I long for blessed slumber

The softness of my bed

I long to go to dreamland

And rest my weary head.

I long to snuggle under blankets

Give in to sleep with a sigh

I long to hibernate right now

And close my gritty eyes.