23~21

running

again

so fast

with my thoughts

gogogogogogogogo

i don’t want to catch up

with myself

sleeping pills drain me

brain fogging black

sweet darkness

my heart

finally stops

running

(Hour 22) 19.30pm-20.30pm. BONUS: cheese

sour cheese

“Poets have been mysteriously silent on the subject of cheese.”
G.K. Chesterton

Well might English
writer, philosopher, critic
& Father of Brown

bemoan cheese’s woeful
under-representation
in the annals of poetics

as he himself
being a descendent
of Clerihew Chesterton 

aka the 1st Lord Chester ;
the name Chesterton
is an Elizabethan corruption

of Cheeses’ Town
from Latin Jesus’ Town
— & if cheese is good enough

for our Lord
surely it’s worthy of
more diverse versification 

Another way of living

In another world

which is not this one

there is another way of living

within our limits

without treachery

where everyone is loved

and safe

and cared for

and in equilibrium with all wild things.

Hour 7: Fearless

Out you damn thing, out you fear!
You are just a four-letter word
And yet you take on gigantic proportions

You spread your tentacles everytime I begin new
Out you damn thing, out you fear!
You make me lose even before I can try

But I am more stubborn than you are
I will fall down, lose, but will always get up again
Out you damn thing, out you fear!

Hour 23- A world that isn’t this one

The challenge is write of

a world that isn’t this one.

So that world would be fair, equal.

It would be sensible.

It wouldn’t be on fire.

There would be no war.

No child abuse.

No broken hearts.

The elderly would be respected.

The young would be encouraged.

Teachers would be paid more.

And Football players would make less.

A world that isn’t this one,

would be cooperative.

It would be something we could be proud of.

There would be no guns, no bullying,

No rape, no homelessness.

A world that isn’t this one

Would make sense.

The Wood Worker

The Wood Worker

 

Blue model car, wheels greased and sides shaved

Triangle peg board, one peg missing so they can hop

Napkin holder with flag on top, unpainted

Rose, petals delicate and round, bright red

Ball inside a square, holes in sides to see, no finish

Outdoor bench, splintering with years and rain

Little gnome family, all kept in the garden, even after you left

Other worlds #2023poetrymarathon #prompthour23

The sun rises mainly to the north and sets again after 40 hours in the east.

There are delicious little green berries that we pick with sticky fingers

and cram into our mouths like there is no tomorrow. The moons are bloody orbs

of delight, we celebrate when they come together and align in a straight line.

There are fine musicians and there are no human travellers. All of us wander

and none of us are lost. We live in peace not fighting over caste or Gods

because we do not have any. Everyone speaks in song, not the lilting voice of women

but the soft woofs of dogs and wolves.  Or what you call dogs anyway.

the oceans are clear and the skies are full of stars, we have no need for phones

and computers for we live in peace to each its own. Let me return home?

 

Hour 23–Don’t Get Me Started

I want to live in a world

free of Karens

who might get their panties in a bunch

thinking about what toppings other folks

put on their pizza

Free of trendsetters

and influencers

Free of consumers

masquerading as citizens

I want to live in a world

free of programming

Again with the dirty sink water?

i’m losing connection

i’ve been unplugged

to keep my eyes aware

i need to watch something

my brain won’t absorb

a single thing anymore

not because i’m full

because floating in the sink

i’m just treading the water of knowledge

ever bit of soap and scum together

 

Another night5am

Another night
So much on my mind
God please take it away.
Please don’t make me think
about it once again

You win God
I’ll think about it
once more
and pray again
it touches someone’s life

I reflect on the things
that I’ve done
Things that I’m not proud of
addictions I’ve faced

Why did I suffer the addiction
that I had
why did I have to fight so hard
just to stay alive
Why was I so ashamed
to talk to you
when it was bad

You took me out of myself
made me step away from it
all
just so I could see what it was
doing to me

Thank you Jesus
For showing me
for teaching me
guiding me
caring for me

Thank you
that I’m not the same
person that I was
that I’m still alive
still here
still hoping
that my story reaches
someone in need

Sometimes I wonder
does my story ever reach
anyone, touch anyone
I guess it’s something I
may never know

I pray that my story
touches someone
that needs to hear the
message imbedded in
the story of my life

I may have stopped
the addiction that consumed
my life
my thoughts
my words and actions
myself
But I didn’t do it alone

Too often we say to ourselves
‘look, I’ve pulled myself away from
this addiction’
or this behavior
but did we really do it on our own?
or is that what we like to say to
make ourselves feel better
when we know we didn’t

Or was there someone who had a
purpose for the suffering that we
went through to get to where we are
at this moment in time

I believe that jesus has a reason
for the sufferings we go through
there is a purpose in the suffering
that I faced
that we all faced at one time or another

I don’t know what it is
neither do you or anyone else
But isn’t that part of the mystery
of life’s ride.
Going on a journey where you don’t
know where you’ll end up

Again I say
Thank you Jesus
for loving me
for rescuing me
for showing me
the way to get clean
so I’m no longer dirty
and in danger of dying in hell
for the sins I’ve committed
against you

Take my life and use it
all for your purpose
anything you want I’ll do it
just to know that you are
in the drivers seat of my life